Solitario's Life

Concluding Diploma~

2011-09-21T12:06:00.000-07:00

A journey of 2 years and 3 months has just ended. Time just flew too fast, i still remembering the first week i joined DME1, those moments i spent with these comrade of mine, Kepong steamboat, Desa Park City, Roy's farewell, Genting Trip, First trip to Kenzo steel manufacturer, 2nd trip to Tan Chong motor. I still remember clearly how much fun we all had during the past 2 years. Hopefully the fun time will follow us through advanced diploma!

Among all the brothers of DME, one of them was a total bastard and had made stories to trick me many times. JEFF ONG CHUN TZE, the penang kia that has a wicked mind. Still remember how crazy we were in our 2nd, 3rd and 4th semester, every weekend just run here and there to earn money. Thanks to this bastard, i had my chance to gain so much experience. Learnt a lot about doing sales and how cunning a company can be when it comes to benefits. 2 years past and this little bastard brother gonna leave Malaysia and continue his studies at Manchester. Anyway, all the best to u in ur future! No more chance to co-operate with u edy in exam~ So u better be more hard working!!!

7 semesters passed and i know i could give it a nice closing. Results was still satisfying for me, even though it's not the best i could score but i'm happy enough with it as i know how ~~GOOD~~ boy i have been in college. With the amount of days i've been skipping and being late to class, i do feel blessed. Not sure if i could do better for my advanced diploma but i promise myself i will score better grades compared to diploma!! Here we go again for advanced journey!! Gambateh!!

Answer~

2011-09-10T11:26:00.000-07:00

Had a very very weird dream last night. Woke up, stunned with a question in my mind. This time both brain and heart agreed and gave me an answer that satisfied my question. 'It will never happen and if it happens again, i confirm it will never last.'

It was all blur images, all i remember was a dark classroom filled with students. They were all still, focused on their homework. I was sitting at the middle seat, doing homework and she appeared. Start running around the class, i got distracted and left my table, walked to the back of the class with her. Getting further and further from the crowd of students. Sit down at the back of class and flowers started growing as we holding each other. Suddenly she ran out of the class, i searched for 2 round and found her hiding at a corner. 1 question popped up as i walked close to her. "If this is fate, is this all i wanted? is she the 1 i wanted?" I stopped, didn't walk any closer.

I'm now clear with what was actually in my mind and heart. If she is really the one i wanted, why did i stopped? Why did the question strike my brain? I shouldn't neglect my studies for this beautiful scene, it might be plain and dull surrounding when studying, but what i really wanted was the scene after passing through all these dull life. I'm very sure by now, we will never have a third time, each of us deserves a better life. If this is the reason i first left, this will be my last reason why i left.

When u think it is~

2011-09-07T12:29:00.000-07:00

Sometimes when u think it's the only thing u need,
It might as well just another thing u want.

~~Time can be so short, u might think that's the end.~~
Life can be so long, it might as well be another beginning.

Everything can be interpreted in 2 ways. It's our choice to make it sounds miserable or acceptable. Isn't it? Why don't choose a more optimistic way to think about the situations? Everything can sounds so much better if u could convince urself to think at the bright side.

Final~

2011-08-16T11:22:00.000-07:00

My final exam will start on this coming Thursday. I need my studying mood. BADLY. Must score well this semester. At least 2 A's and 3 B's for this semester so that my grade will not drop even lower. Sigh~ Other than the first paper, i can feel the 'dying' signal from the other papers. How to fit all those notes into my brain in few days? MATHS~ How to master u in 2 days? Arghhhh!! HELP!!!

I think my notes got this thick lor~ DIE hard hard a!

Problems~

2011-08-13T11:49:00.000-07:00

Went back office yesterday. I thought it'll be a short day as i knew there's not much for me to do. I'll just have to solve the last problem i had with the long cable and everything will be done. Sometime things just not as simple as we thought it would be, I've spent 1 whole day sitting there to fix the damn cable. Learnt something quite true today, it might be easy to understand but never look down upon it.

It takes me some good time, sitting down thinking on how to solve it. Troubleshooting the problems 1 by 1. I never knew i can be so patience in solving problems but only 1 thing i know. I'm not being patience with it, i'm just being confident in myself. I know I've started this project and i must at least end it nicely. Isn't it?

At last, I've solved all those problems and it's already 7.30pm. A late n rainy afternoon. Glad that my colleague gave me a ride back home, else i need to take bus and enjoy the journey under the rain all alone. Sounded pity right? but i seriously enjoy the time when i sit down alone feeling the breeze of the rain.

Believe in yourself, not in miracle. If you have faith, you are the miracle that you have been waiting for. There must be a way to all kind of problems. The greatest success in life is not for what you have succeeded but for what you have done to mark another success in your life.

Words~

2011-08-10T10:55:00.000-07:00

People said, "it's not the words but the way of telling is what makes the difference". I agree, but only partially. I believe that words can convince and in fact changes other's point of view. Remember, i agree only up to this point. We can change others with words but what in us will never change if action is not taken. Success are for those who do preparation.

I've been seeing many people posting up those famous quotes (警句) in facebook. It sounded like they are very thoughtful and intelligent. But, when we see what they did were vice versa with what they said, it proves everything. They aren't any better or smarter than the rest. Let's wait and see.

Update~

2011-08-07T10:38:00.000-07:00

I've got no idea what to write about in this post. I'm like updating my blog for the sake of updating it. Final exam is around the corner. Real near, less than 2 weeks time. Everyone is so busy doing their revision and i'm still floating. Hopefully i'm floating just because i'm being confident. It's real hard to understand me. Even me myself don't understand my emotion. What else can i say? God Bless me? LOL. Gonna graduate real soon and start my final 2 years of studying life. I know where am i and i know i can do it. Future engineer said 'YES' for this coming exam and i know i'll be where i planned to put my foot on.

Learn~

2011-07-21T11:44:00.000-07:00

"读万卷书不如行万里路". I've always come across this phrase. I do agree that real life experience is more important than what we can learn from books. For me, i'm not that kind of theoretical students who has a brain like a gigantic closet where they can simply glance through a book and "poof~", everything is in the brain. I'm a practical guy, learning from experience that made scars here and there. "No Pain No Gain", i definitely agree with this.

BUT, how much time left for us to bang/slip/fall/crawl/run through all these problems in order to learn from it? I've just finished with this book named "The Riddle and the Knight: In Search of Sir John Mandeville" by Giles Milton. Milton had traced back on Sir John's journey which was done about 7 centuries ago. In order to know the truth, Milton spent months reading articles by Sir John and medieval's travelers who seems to be related to Sir John. Apart from reading, he spent years travelling to places that Sir John claimed to have visited. In the end, Milton failed to come out with any solid proof to prove Sir John's "The Travel" was not only tall tale from his own imagination and borrowed article from other great travelers.

I'm 20 now, do i have enough time to knock my head and get bruises here and there before getting to learn about all the facts in this world? For now, i think the best start is to learn on the basic facts which can be obtained from books. When i'm equipped with theoretical facts, i'm gonna start walking on my so called journey of life. Hopefully i'm not too worn out by the time i have the chance to start my journey as people always say "活到老,学到老".

Life~

2011-07-19T11:19:00.000-07:00

20th July - It's almost ending of July now. Time flew like nobody's business. I can't even think back what i did yesterday. Or should i say i'm doing nothing all these while? 2 more months and i'm graduating. 7 semester, 2years and 4months of studying. So much things that happened in this period of time. So much that I've done yet so little that had at least meant something.

My mind had became so blank. Sometimes i do feel i'm like a loner. Maybe i just need a pat on my shoulder and some real time to sit down and have some real talk. It's not like those usual chatting session. I mean some relaxing moment where i can tell out what i actually feeling. I'm LOST.

Prejudice.

2011-06-21T11:19:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, i do feel like it's a waste of time to explain about all the things that happened when you know it well that they are being prejudice towards you. I got hit twice in a very short conversation. What i did was apologize to someone i used to care so much for things that i could not do. For things that i have mistaken and for promises that i think i should take back.

For her case, i know she hated me so much that she wouldn't forgive me even until i leave this place. All i wrote was from the bottom of my heart. I can swear that i never been fake about all these that i have written. I didn't mean to be sarcastic when i say i wanted to find someone who can accept me at my worst. I said it because i really meant to find a girl who i will love for the rest of my life. I'm no longer waiting for you. I'm relief and have faith that the love between you both will last forever.

Dear brother, it's not me who was being sarcastic to u at all time. It's u who having prejudice on me. Yes, i meant my words. U know why i say so? I can explain everything here if u have the time to read through all of these.

When those things happen last year, i didn't support any side. I'm unhappy with him for making the gang so messy. Not only u. Wyre was my friend too. The gap between me n her, the gap between me n u, the gap between me n the gang. All got further. When those thing happens, u r angry at me for not supporting and not believing u. I know u did. What i did? I'm mad at u too, for finding so much excuses to leave the group. U say we do not have faith in u as brother, that's wad in ur mind. Not in my mind! Do u know that when we asked you out for yam cha, we didn't invite them? It's just us. And it's fine that u r not free for 9 out of 10 times. But u r free to yam cha with other ppl at the same time. Do u get me? It's u who don't want to drink with us. Not us who make things go wrong. U explained, Yes, U explained. But when we tell u it's not like that, what u said? Yes, i'm sarcastic when talking to u at those moments. Especially when u r smoking. Brother, do u know why? I don't get the point of telling u "SMOKING IS NOT GOOD FOR HEALTH", "SLEEPING NOT ENOUGH WILL KILL U", "U R SCREWING UP UR LIFE" in a proper manner cause i know it's useless to tell it that way. At least u will think at how sarcastic i am when saying those words.

If all those blame were to hit me. Hit me right on my face please. Don't do it at my back nor my heart. It hurts more when they are from those who are close.

Decision.

2011-06-16T10:46:00.000-07:00

It has been some time since my last post. Just stalked her profile few minutes ago. Saw that bright smile on her face and i'm relieved. She has a better life now. She has a perfect guy to love her. No longer remembering all the painful moment. As i promised, will never text nor call her anymore.

Now, i can take back many of my words.
I told her before, most of the friends around her just get close with her cause they are interested in her. I'm relieved in this for now, she has so many TRUE friends now. Even more than i had. No longer worry that there will be no one for you when u are unhappy.
I once said it's stressful to commit to a relationship like this. She is giving too much into a relationship. She wants equal care and time from the other half. I shall apologize as now she can be in perfect relationship with this guy even he's busy with his work. It's me who doesn't know how to manage well.

I'm happy seeing the changes in her, she's now more active with her friends. Not only with her photography group but also with her old friends. Or maybe it's me who doesn't understand her well enough in the past. Once again, i apologize for this.

I promised to stay single for this 3 years until i fully graduated from studies. I promised will come back as a simple friend after my studies. For now, i don't think it is necessary anymore. I'm going to break that promise. I will never contact you nor disturb your life anymore. I'm going to start my own life. As you know, i'm a guy who will stick to my decision even it hurts.

I'm getting back my freedom, i am going to find a better life. I'm going to walk around look for that girl who will accept me at my worst. I promise will give her my best.

Insanity~

2011-05-03T02:00:00.000-07:00

"Insanity is doing the same thing over and over again, and expecting a different outcome." - Albert Einstein.

I know i'm insane for putting so much fate that things will change. People will change, but fact is still fact. A road taken is often the regretful one cause somehow we'll lose something in exchange for something else. That's opportunity cost. We have to face it, that's reality and with no doubt, it's cruel. All we can do is to expect lesser and sacrifice more. I have faith, 2 years is not too long. It's just 2 years. It's gonna be a new beginning for my life after 2 years.

A promise is what meant to be KEPT and DONE. I'll proves it!

Gratitude~

2011-02-02T12:14:00.000-08:00

Confidence, a value in life where it's essential for one to speak out, to present and to cope with others. During my first 18years, i was a guy with no self-confidence, i don't dare to voice out my opinion and don't act as confident as i am now. 3 years ago, i met her and everything changes. From her, i found my self-confidence, and i starts to improves myself and affect those around me.

Both of us came across and left each other twice, she finally left me half a year ago. I felt so bad since the day she left. Those around me thinks that i'm emo because i lost a relationship. In fact, i'm unhappy and unsatisfied all these while because i thinks that it's not worth to lost a FRIENDSHIP over a RELATIONSHIP. All i wanted is to be friend once and forever~ She seriously worth all my tears over the years because she's the one who changed me. She'll be the one i wanted to thanks the most for who i am today and for who i will be tomorrow.

YnTng. If you were reading this, i would like to tell u a fact, i called your name every time i'm drunk throughout the past 2 years. Both of us might not know the reason, but when i'm drunk, u came out so naturally. Let's forgive but not forget for memories shall stay as it was. Take care~

Foundation~

2011-01-26T11:18:00.000-08:00

"No matter how many times you repair and refurnish the building, it'll still collapse. Even if you were to build a new one, with the same mistakes you did previously. The building wouldn't last long."

Few years back, i was a boy who's desperate for a relationship. Sweet words wasn't tough to be uttered out at that moment. Cause heart told me life is just a game. During this 2 years, i learnt that there's not only 1 win or lose in life, unless i'm putting my life as chip. Problems will appear whenever we thinks we are owning. This is life. How often life give you a road that owns both way? Sacrificing. That's the word we seldom hear but often get involved in it. They called it the opportunity cost. As you earned A, you'll have to give up B. There's always things to lose in life. I gained full freedom to my own life, but i lost the heart to love. I lost the courage to offer my heart. I lost the way to go back into love. I made a promise as i give up her. I will keep to the road where i said i'll go until i finishes this journey. I wouldn't walk back and start another love journey as if nothing happened.

'4 years back, i was about to start a relationship with a girl. But things doesn't goes the way i wanted. She went into a relationship with another guy. At that moment this girl told me let's forget and takes as nothing ever happened between me and her. So we put down everything and let life flow like how it goes.'

A year later, i was in a relationship with L. When we break for the first time, i told her "let's forget everything and takes as nothing ever happened.". I thought it was cool. From her answer, i knew that she treasured the moment we been together. All she answered was, "what happened has happened, i'll always remember all we pass through.". From that day onwards, i learnt to keep every promises i made.

Don't ask me does it worth. When heart says YES, i shall never lie to myself.
For now, i shall study and work hard on my future. Love shall come back after i done with my studies. There's no road to turn back with a regretful face. 3 more years to go, only 3 more years! I know i can crawl, walk, jog, jump, run and pass through it!

Birthday Present~

2011-01-04T10:59:00.000-08:00

Present, sometime it's not about how expensive your present cost but it's about how much effort you put in it. First time spending time making something like this. Since this ji mui requested for a DomoKun and she wanted it in pink. So, this is what i made ^^. Hopefully she like it~

And this is the final outcome of the present. Does it looks great? Thanks for cheering me up all the time when i'm down. Ji mui forever!! Thanks!

Birthday~

2010-12-12T11:23:00.000-08:00

This year's birthday was a plain birthday. It's just like any other day. What's so special bout birthday? It's just a that where u'll receive a number of blessings from those who did not contact u for a period of time. They might be ur frens or some who u dun even know who are them. No surprise and no celebration for this year. This year only got 1 ji mui who sang me a birthday song, only a slice of cake from 2 of my college friends. I felt it has been so much peace this year. No idea why, the idea of going for movie ALONE came out all in the sudden on my birthday. Maybe it's karma, who knows? In this year's birthday, i learnt that not all those who laugh with u will remember ur bigday. Cause they are only someone who laugh with u for that moment. They will never be ur bestie until the end of ur life. Once again, thanks for those who realized and remembered it's my birthday.

Endless Love?~

2010-11-23T10:52:00.000-08:00

Saw this mark on my grandma's hand. It's what we called as "ghost-pinch" in cantonese. Can you see what's the shape? It's a LOVE shaped mark. Will it be my grandfather that came back for a visit and left her this mark? My grandfather had passed away for 11 years and if this mark was really from him, i respect you, my grandfather!
Anyway, 25th will be my grandma's birthday. No idea what's the plan organized by my aunties. Hopefully it'll be another great birthday for my grandma. Happy Birthday! <3

Journey~

2010-11-23T10:07:00.001-08:00

Life is like a journey up hill. In the big city, u can see many people walking here and there. But, how many of them will wake up earlier than the rest just to reach a higher peak? As you can see, not much that will.

This is the second time i have came up all the way to the peak of Broga Hill. Have you ever came here before? If yes, have you ever looked up into the starry sky? It's so nice. In city, you can hardly see a star. At here, the sky is like a piece of sea filled with glittering powder. I enjoy the fresh air that can never be found in Kuala Lumpur. I enjoy looking at people at all ages putting effort to reach the peak. And i enjoy reminiscing my nostalgic moment up here where it could chills me into my heart and my soul.

Lost~

2010-11-22T13:38:00.000-08:00

Living everyday like it's a need to stay alive.

Doing everything that comes to me.

No choice to be made in my life, have to do it no matter what happened.

A fixed routine that i couldn't make any changes to it.

From Monday morning study until Thursday noon, Friday morning work until Monday morning.

More or less, i'm pushing myself into the corner where i know i doesn't like to stay in.

When am i going to stop all these and live a life that i wanted?

I wished i could live a life like i wanted, a life a college student deserve, a life a teenager deserve.

I wanted to go for movies, kite flying and outing with people who are special in my life.

I don't wanna date with books and works everyday. I want the freedom i have always asked for.

好想為你哭~

2010-11-22T13:22:00.000-08:00

神木与瞳 - 好想為你哭

作詞：林燕岑/馬嵩惟

作曲：曾一鳴

編曲：小安

幾次不歸的門口

幾盞給我的燈還亮著

你說有天我會懂

替我藏好的借口

為我調好每天的鬧鐘

等到心都痛醒了

我們沉溺其中逃避得過且過

卻不鬆開手終於耗盡所有愛的理由

我好想為了你哭懲罰我的可惡

曾要你哭才滿足

愛斷了散了像個拼圖該怎麼彌補

能不能夠換我哭喚回你的憤怒

捶我淚卻藏不住

好想回到那天緊緊抱著你說別哭

幾次不歸的門口

幾盞給我的燈還亮著

你說有天我會懂

轉載來自

替我藏好的借口

為我調好每天的鬧鐘

等到心都痛醒了

愛被習慣滲透越是有恃無恐

越不甘心走才讓心痛燒成恨得狂熱

我好想為了你哭記住你的在乎

說安穩你多羨慕

愛淡了膩了才把照顧錯當成包袱

我不會再讓你哭珍惜你的寬恕

給我個機會醒悟

別推開我的手看都不看我說別哭

我好想為了你哭別說你不在乎

我好想為了你哭請讓我為了你哭

多想你再愛我

War~

2010-11-14T12:17:00.000-08:00

Just back from working at Ipoh. It's a tiring day. Often time i asked myself, why am i pushing myself into so much stress. I just couldn't give myself a perfect answer. After walking so far, i found i was still all alone on this empty street. Do i first choose this road for our future? Or for my own future? I wished there's someone who could hug me and tell me everything will be alright. Time passes, i'm no longer there and she's no longer by my side. I'm now standing all alone on the battlefield, damaging myself little by little for a reason that i wouldn't know. Perhaps it's for love that i fought, and it's for life that i have to survive cause love is no longer here to give me the strength to move on.

Saw pictures of you both. At least i know u had a better life. U smiled.

I'll never change my number. I promise will help for all i can do in future.

Lastly, sorry for the previous post. I'm just too emotional after reading ur msg. Sorry.

Jacky.

Tired. Really tired.

2010-11-07T09:54:00.001-08:00

"People around you will only sees how high you can fly and how deep you can fall"

"None will realize how tired and painful you are, except for true friends"

I know i'm stupid, i studied harder.

I know i'm weak, i trained longer.

I know i'm slow, i tried to be faster.

I know i'm poor, i worked harder.

All the things i have done, it might not amaze anyone.

But at least i tried and i made my move.

FAIL or SUCCESS doesn't affect me much anymore,

Cause i know all that i could do had been done.

Facts~

2010-10-27T07:32:00.001-07:00

I know i'm right.

I know i made the right choice leaving her.

She's not the right one for me.

In fact, i should have realized this since the first time we left each other.

I struggled and i thought she did loved me. I'm wrong. How stupid am i.

If Love is a game for 2, i admit, i lost!

When we first broke, she got into a relationship in less than 2 months, or maybe she's already with him even when we are still together.

I never doubted her. I'm just too naive.

Now it's the second time. I told her she could find a better guy.

She denied and scolded me saying it hurts to tell her that.

What now? She bumped into a new guy and started posting about how sweet they are. Less than 5 months.

I bet i'm just way too stupid to get emo over a girl like this.

I gave up in love. It's not my type of life. Sorry to LOVE.

I will not hate you, but i'm seriously disappointed in you for i have trusted you so much.

There's so much that i can say but i choose to keep it to myself.

Now i realized why you do not have any TRUE friends at this age.

It's your attitude that build friends around you.

Think. Ask yourself for everything and words you said to me.

My last advice, never pull sand bring water anymore if you don't wish to lose him.

Broga Hill~

2010-09-21T03:00:00.000-07:00

Woke up very early this morning. Around 4.45am. For wad? Aha! BROGA HILL!!! Set my alarm to wake up at 4.30am but overslept. Luckily it's just 15 mins late. Start moving from my house at 5.10am and reached the organizer's house at 5.25am. There are 4 resting stations on top of Broga hill, each at a different height. We spent around 45mins to get to the 2nd station and we gave up going for the 3rd station. It's so tiring but the moment where the "glowing egg yolk" comes up, it brighten up my day.

Entrance to Broga Hills.

S.M.I.L.E

2010-08-31T11:12:00.000-07:00

The best curve in my life was found in you. The smile that got me so mesmerize. The smile that lead me to knowing you, understanding you, liking you, loving you and forgiving you. Knowing you makes me braver, Understanding you let me understand myself better, Loving you was my happiest moment and Forgiving you is all my heart willing to do. If you were to ask do i love you, i'll answer with no doubt. I do. I forgive you for hating me, scolding me, breaking the promises we made the first time we break just because my heart asked me to. All i can say is i met the right person at the wrong timing. If you understand me well, you'll know that i'm someone who dreams big and i just wouldn't toss a coin and choose to bring you down to war with me. Leaving you is the only choice i can make. Just don't wanna drag and risk your future with my dream. U choosed to delete and forget everything while i'll keep every little part of it with me. For the very least, i know there's a girl who was there for me to remember, there's moment worth me to treasure and think about when i'm down. I'm going to accept the fact that you hate me but at least i know u SMILED and you are happy with your new life.

Not that i don't LOVE, Just that i could LOVE no more. Sorry.

1 Malaysia.

2010-08-28T10:25:00.000-07:00

"1Malaysia". Often time we can see or listen to this slogan in advertisement and media. There's even songs about 1Malaysia. But it's still a dream for those who believed and it might sounds like "I never had a dream come true". "To unite every citizen of different races, to lead a better future." , it sounds so harmony. Based on what i have learnt, how they derive this shit out?

If,
Malay + Chinese + Indian + Others = Malaysia
Then,
2Malays + 1 Chinese + 1 Indian + 1 Others = 1 (Malaysia)

It doesn't seems to fit. If they were to come out with this idea of uniting all the races, why can't they make it fair for all the Malaysians? They are making things unfair. What reason do they give to obtain special privileges? They are the owner of the land? They are nothing much other than the other races. I'll say it's fair enough if the government were to track down the generation of every single so called "Land owner" before offering them special privileges. On my opinion, only "Orang Asli" should be given the privileges because they were the only group of people who lived here before any other races.

In Malaysia, what comes after money? I bet it must be colour. How do our government differentiate between locals and comers? Simple answer, by colours. Brown means Malays, Black means Indian and Fair means Chinese. So, only the brown will be given special privileges. How FAIR~ What's ISA meant for? Racist issues all over the country but we can hardly sees Malays got arrested for being racist. Siti Hajah is being racist, yet she wasn't arrested by ISA until today. Does the colour of our skin really matter that much? I might be naive but i'm clear that politics is never fair. "1Malaysia" wasn't meant to unite the nation, but to fake out to others that we are united. I shall wait for the day where application forms only have "MALAYSIAN" and not "MALAY" , "CHINESE" , "INDIAN" , "OTHERS". By then i'll change my point of view towards the government.

Story~

2010-08-03T03:35:00.001-07:00

There's a story i heard years ago, it changed me alot. Hope u all will understand the meaning of this short story and stop blaming life.

Edward is a teenager that lived in a peaceful small town. When he's at his 20, his town was flooded because of the rain that had continued for 3 days. He climbed up to the roof of his house as the water level is getting higher. He looked up to the sky and said to himself, GOD will help him out. He has a strong faith in GOD. After 5 hours on the roof top, a small boat approached Edward. A few man from the rescue team was on the boat and they told Edward to get on the boat. Edward rejected their help and said "GOD will help me out". Then, the rescue team went off to help others who are on roof. The sky continued to rain and the water level has reached the height of a double-storey building while Edward was still sitting at the same place. 3 hours later, the rescue team came back with a helicopter to rescue Edward. One of the guy from the rescue team told him that he will be wiped off by the water if he still sits at there. Edward ignored the guy and told himself once again "GOD will help me out". The rain gets heavier and Edward was brought away by the water. He ended up drown by the water. His spirit was sent to be judged, he saw GOD and he asked "I worship u for 20 years. Why don't u come out to help me when i'm in trouble? I have faith in u and i ended up dying for u." GOD looked at Edward and said "My son, you did not die for anyone, u ended ur own life. U give up in urself. I gave my hand to u twice but u did not help urself out." Edward replied "No! I did not see any help from u. I waited so long on the roof." GOD, "I sent u a rescue team twice, first time with a boat and the second time with a helicopter. U rejected and ignored help from me. U ended ur own life."

Often time in life we blame the environment and people around us. We blame our parents for not being rich like some other family. We blame the environment when we face problems. Had u ever blamed the family and the environment u were borned to? Frankly speaking, i did but i learnt that blaming can never solve the problems. If we have the time to blame, why dont we use the time to solve it?

If u are lazy to spend 5 mins to ask for a job, u wouldn't be hardworking enuff to spend 5 hours for the job. Don't be like Edward. Stop stand there and hope for help to fall down from the sky. If it were to fall, only more rain will falls. Dont blame the rain if u weren't keen to help urself out.

Decision~

2010-07-07T23:40:00.000-07:00

Many things happened recently. I know i'm strong enough, i can hang on and i'm gonna do better. Stuffing many things to fit into my calender. Gonna fill it up with study n work. Just applied for a full-time job at cimb bank. Will be called for interview in these few days. If successfully get the job, gonna have a packed schedule every weekend. Hopefully i can handle it. Saturday is drawing near. This mean my Mathematics IV mid-term test is drawing near. Arghhh~ Hate it when have to rush all the assignments in a short time and die for revision for the test. What to do? I made the decision and i have to stick with it. No matter it's the right choice or the wrong choice, i have to work it out!

Went for a career talk yesterday. It's about EtiQa takaful. A simple plan bout saving that was originally only for Bumiputera, and it's open for every Malaysian. The commission distribution for this job is quite interesting. RM2100(first year) for every client that i can get. The commission will be lowered every year consecutively but can receive up to 7k++ per client in total of 6 years. Personally, i enjoy listening to the stories bout the economics in the past 20 years that was delivered by the speaker. He speaks about the problems that caused economic crisis in year 1997~1998 , 2002 and 2008. Is now the right time to save some money? Or is now the time to lead others to save money? 2.08 times of the amount saved in 20 years time with 20x cash back if the applicant pass away during the period of saving. Sounds interesting but after compared with another scheme that my fren working for, the amount saved is quite low.

This ex-schoolmate who brought me to the career talk told me "Our main point in joining this EtiQa agency is to lead others to save money and earning money is our 2nd motive." I doubted. While this remind me of this classmate, he said "He will not water plants that do not bear fruits." I salute this classmate of mine, at least for being true enough to say it as a friend. For me, it's not the matter of bearing fruits, i will be happy enough if my hardwork can makes a cactus's flower bloom.

Think~

2010-06-27T09:02:00.001-07:00

Went for a fren's sister wedding dinner yesterday. Travelled to Port Dickson with Jeff, Yeong Ching and Sam. It was a nice trip afterall. Loves the scenery of the peaceful sea and the wide sky above, seeing both the sea and sky clearly separated by the lining. Now only i realised that i only have 1 picture of myself and the rest was theirs. Arghhh! I missed the chance to take more picture. Not much to keep as memory at PD. Drank few CUPS of tiger and starts to talks talks talks and laugh laugh laugh non-stop the whole night. Shameful... BUT, who cares? LOL. Thanks alot to them especially Ivan Ng for inviting us there.

Alcohol tastes so bad, but why ppl still go for it? Izzit because it can put us into a position where we don't need to bother so much and stay back for awhile? Doesn't really agree with act of getting drunk to escape from problems, but sometimes we should really take a rest and try to put it down for a moment. I'm awake now and going to stand on my feet once again to face the future. I'm going to march through it even if the sky were to fall down.

I'll fight against anything that might bring down my future!

Empty.

2010-06-20T12:10:00.000-07:00

Hmm ... Feels like updating my blog ... Feels like writing a little story bout life but got no idea how to start it ... mayb i'll start it in another post ba ... Many things happened recently, many things changed, most of my things was back from her ... except for memories ... She might be thinking that i'm so fake writing this post ... the fact is, i nv change her name,ringtone and display pic from my phone, i nv delete a single msg or pictures from her, all i changed is position of my ring and my impression of her ... today i even wear the ring on the middle finger without realising it ... mayb i got used to it ba ... anyway, i'll try to be cheerful and let it be the past ... I loved n failed.

Feeling~

2010-06-06T09:43:00.000-07:00

The first time i felt very guilty and wrong. I know it's my problem. I just couldn't face it. I'm being selfish. I know that if i were to approach her and do what i should, everything will be solved. Cause i know she still loves me and no doubt, my feeling towards her never change. I love her. I didn't make the move to save our relationship because i just dunwan to give us another hope that will shatter and another empty promise. I know all i wanted to do now is to study and work hard. I'm selfish for giving up in our relationship. I just dunwan her to cry for another time when i have no time for her again. I knew that i'll complete my diploma and advance diploma here. Yes, i'll be leaving to UK to get my degree in 3 years time. What would happen by that time? I'll have to leave her and go to UK. What if i were to work there? Bring her along? Or leave her? That's too cruel. Yes, u might say i'm thinking too far ahead but any other better way?
Today i received her message. I read it and did not reply. "Dear, i miss u". I miss her too but i just couldn't face her. I saw her online, i dont dare to talk much to her. From that, i know i'm guilty. I let her down. SORRY.

Ending~

2010-06-03T08:38:00.000-07:00

3rd June - Cried for a few hours this early morning. Never thought that i can be so weak. Just couldn't hold up my tears as i heard her scolding at me. All i rmb is how she told me i LIED to her. It doesn't feels good being blamed on things that u never did. When we are together, u said i lied for quite a few times. I doesn't say anything, i just accepted the fact that u doubted me for things that i nv done. Time flies too fast. All my sweet memories gone in just 96 days. Maybe it's not sweet to u, but at least i know it's my life time memories. I asked 3 times , Are we still friends? All i wanted is to keep our friendship and not turning every single drop of love into hatred. How i hope we are still friends. No matter what happened, i will still takes u as my friend. For now and for future. I said it, i meant it. Keep in touch.

Stressed~

2010-05-19T07:07:00.000-07:00

19th May - It has been a very long time since my last update. Many things happened and i'm very stressed up. Just hope that someone could understand my feeling. No idea how to manage my time. Problems keep popping up in my mind. Just too many things to think about. Not that i dont wanna spare out my time. Sometimes i do really feel guilty even it's just words that u uttered it out with no intention. I know what those words really mean, not that u say it out for fun, i know u really mean it. Freedom from me doesn't mean ignorance from me. I'll be glad if i can make u a better person with real friends around. I meant TRUE friends and not those who approached for another reason. Better life is from more effort and not more words. If today's hardtime can gives us a better future, i don't mind dying for today.

I'm guilty and I know i do CARE.

Results~

2010-03-03T10:11:00.000-08:00

According to the office, the result will be out by 10am today but it has been delayed by 4 hours. We managed to get the results around 2pm. It brought all of us into a very nervous feeling~ At last i got my results at about 3.30pm. I don't dare to look at my own results. So, i asked HER to help me check on my results. hmm ... My results is quite satisfying but still a bit disappointed with the English Language result. That's the subject that i'm most confident with. Ended up getting B+ only. Maybe it's because i'm aiming too high ba. No matter how much effort i need to put in. I must at least maintain my CGPA (overall grade) to be above 3.5 till i graduate!

Randomness~

2010-02-16T15:35:00.000-08:00

It's 7.36am in the morning. I have no idea why am still awake while others are on bed right now. I tried to sleep. I bet it's just too hot. Or izzit because i'm waiting for her reply? If it's a yes, then today shall be a great day as i can see U. If it's a no, then it'll be another boring day~ Sleep for whole day~

College re-open on next week. Yet, i'm unhappy. 1 word, "SUCKS". The time-table is seriously effing bad. Rest time between classes are so long, 5 hours ++ . What can i do in that time? Waste money going to cybercafe? Arrggghhh! No please. Do revision at library? I'm going to grow mosses in library~ =.=" . Sad case weh~

My friend told me results will be out 2 weeks from now on. 3rd of March. I'm nervous. I worked hard on my paper and hopefully it worth my sweats and heart. The last time i got my result and i was so worried about it. Yet, i know this time i'll be sweating 2 times more than the first time i get my results. Bless Me~

Happy Belated Chinese New Year to my dear readers~ Have a wonderful year. May everyone of us be blessed with 2 times the health, 2 times the wealth, 2 times the wisdom and also 2 times the luck we have in this year of TIGER! Roar~

The Reason WHY~

2010-02-14T12:19:00.000-08:00

Sorry ... it's another boring post from me ... i got no idea what to write ... but there's something that i really feel like telling out ... perhaps this is the last post of mine with emo feeling~ Will post more on things that happened to me recently next time ... Sorry ya~

U said be4 that i always tell the world everything i feel. It's NOT!

I do that because i want U to look at it. I want U to see it, that's why i put it in Facebook and MSN.

Why do i msg U at nite be4 i sleep? I didn't do that to disturb U.

I do that because i hope that the first msg to appear in my phone the next day is from U.

Why do i msg U when something bad happened to me? Not to make U worry bout me.

It's because i dunwan U to be the last to know bout problems happening on me.

Why do i wake up at 6.11am to wake U up? Not because scare U late to work.

It's because that's the only time i can call U and listen to UR voice. I dunwan to disturb U at other time.

Why do i say sorry when i know it's not my fault?

I dunwan to argue with U over little things. I just dunwan U mad at me.

Why do i say "nevermind, it's ok" when U did something wrong to me / ffk me?

I know that getting mad or angry at U will not makes me feel better. Angry at U brings more pain to myself.

Why i tell "where/which/what also can" when eats/watch movie/walks with U?

I dun mind going anywhere, eating anything, watching any movie when with U, because what i care is WITH U.

U said i always sweet talks with U. Mayb U think i do that to others too... But

I seriously dont sweet talks with others other than U.

Why do i tell my friends that i like U? Not because they asked.

It's because i'm proud to have U in my life.

Why do i write bout U in my post? Not because i wan others to know.

It's because i hope U can understand and know what i'm thinking.

Why do i suddenly call U and tell U i am boring?

Because i'm seriously missing U at that time and i just wanna listen to Ur Voice.

Every time when i'm angry at U, i will think of the happy time with U and try to forget the bad things happened ... I'm stubborn and i will still follow the path that will let me stand by U in future.

What hurt me most is when every single promises from U were BROKEN ... it just shattered off like the way my heart shattered ... Every single piece of it were filled with the trust and faith i first had in U ... It's not the word "BUSY" that brings me down , it's the word "LAZY" that seems to be crushing my weak soul little by little ........

~Solitario~

U're my PAST, PRESENT, and also FUTURE~

Genting Trip~

2010-02-07T13:37:00.000-08:00

8th Feb - Sorry for a letting my blog dead for such a long time. I'm back to resurrect my blog ^^ . It has been a suffering month of ONLY revisions on January coz my exam fall on this month. Arggghhhh ... at last it finished. Nightmare GONE~ Cant wait to see the results from my hardwork. *wink~ I went to Genting Highland on the 31st January and come back to KL on the 1st of February. It's quite a relaxing trip. GH is always a good place to pamper urself physically and mentally. Everything was good except for our DINNER at "Hou Mei Restaurant" and SUPPER at OLDTOWN. For dinner, the food is not too good. RM13.50 for a chicken rice with only a small bowl of rice and few slices of chicken served. RM2.00 for a cup of hot chinese tea~ Worse part is the services provided. 1 word - "SUCKS". For supper, some of the previous customer ordered a double ice-cream toast for us. They wrote the order in our ordering slip and we didn't realize that. The worst supper i had, ice-cream toast in cold environment at 1.30am and yes!! my xi mut milk tea turned bitter after finish up the toast = =" . It was a fun 2 days 1 nite trip. It's actually relaxing~ Not much photoes to be uploaded. Let me share some here ^^

The 2nd time i sit in a cable car XD

What am i doing? What else? Looking at the mirror fixing my hair XD

This was taken by my friend using his "Weapon", Nikon D60 with a Long lens.

The Weapon he brought to Genting! Keng!

The group photo with our lecturer, Mr.Chan^^

SINGLE in heart and mind~

2010-01-07T09:39:00.001-08:00

08th Jan 2010 , Calm Night - Sorry for not blogging in such a long period. Wei Keat, sorry bro! I know i made u disappointed for not updating regularly. I'm going to sit for my exam on next week. So, i won't be blogging for the coming month. But, i'll try to write a nice blog and upload more of my recent pictures as soon as i finished my examinations. Quite stress bout this coming examination cause i had not been paying full attention in class XD. Hopefully i'm not gonna end up in a pile of mess XD.

Sorry, i don't think i'm able to keep my promise any longer. I'm giving up in u. I'm not the ONE. I'm now SINGLE in heart and mind. Friends forever. Hopefully i'm able to do good in this coming exam. God Bless Me......

There's something that can't be explained by any reason. I have no reason to fall for u. I have no reason for u to leave me the first time. I have no reason to wait for u for a 2nd chance. Lastly, there's no reason for us not being friend. Friends Forever!

Promises~

2010-01-01T08:43:00.000-08:00

Promises (xing lok) - Kei sat xing lok hai dit mat yeh? Yau si lei wui chui bin gong gui suit wa lei tam ha kei ta yan hoi sam ma? Gam, yi gui gam chui bin geh suit wa suin hai xing lok ma? Ngo zhong hou gei dak ngo dui kei ta yan geh mui yat goh xing lok. Yao si ngo wui hui lam, lei si fau zhong gei dak lei dui ngo xing lok goh geh si ma? Kei sat lei si fau zik dak ngo hui dang doi ma? Hou duo si hao ngo dou lam guo hui fong hei lei. Yat mai lei dai bei ngo tai duo sat mong la. "ngo mm wui zoi hai msn dou block lei" , "ngo wui goi, ngo wui dui lei hou dit" , "ngo wui reply lei geh msg" - Hou hou teng geh mui yat gui suit xing lok. Dan hai yau bin yat yeong hai lei yau zhou dou ga? Dong lei lau ngo geh si hau, lei si fau wui lam ha ngo geh gam sau ma? Lei ngak ngo geh si hau, ngo yau guai goh lei ma? Lei zhong gei dak dong cho hai bin goh gong guo wui mui yat msg ngo 2 chi ma? Lei yau zhou dou ma? Gei dak bin goh gong goh "yu guo ngo yau bf ngo wui tung lei gong" ma? Lei yau zhou dou ma? Ngo yat zik dou mou zhang guo lei. Yat mai ngo zhi dou xing lok dui lei lei gong mm suin dak hai mat yeh. Ngo xiong sun lei soh gong geh yat chai, zhi hai ngo dan sum, hai ngo tin zhan.

After reading this, what will u feel? I made u unhappy? If yes, try think of how many unhappy moments u brought to me. I'll never hates u because i know my heart doesn't let me do so.

I am not good enough to be the ONE. I know that.

Sorry my FRIENDS. I'm not trying to be emo here. Just wanted to write out my feelings. Please close this window if u think i'm EMO. Don't worry, i'm fine and still so optimistic. I'm still the JACKY NGAI CHUN WAH that u know! Promise u!

Tiu Ga~

2009-12-28T10:03:00.000-08:00

26th Dec, Cloudy - Feel like writing in some alien language this time. Sorry if u r not able to understand what i'm trying to write.

Yao yan wa, "min hai yan dei bei geh, gah hai zi gei tiu geh". Ngo gam yat hui clubbing heng zhok pang yau geh sang yat. Kei sat ngo yau dit sat mong yat mai YT hui mm dou. Ngo yat hoi chi zhao yam liong pui gan ju lok hui tai ha geh dance floor. Tai dou mou mat hou wan. Mm dou 5 fan zhong zhao xiong fan lau xiong sms. Cho ju hai dou yam yat liong dam zhao, yin hao xiong ha mobile msn. Hou hoi sam tai dou YT yau on9. Shui yin yau dit zhui, dan hai zhong hou chi hou ching xing gam tong hui msn jor yat ha. Mou gei loi zhi hau, ngo gor fren loh ju bui zhao go lei tung ngo gong "ngo gor hui gun lei ah gor geh fren yam, yat hai lei bong hui deng jor hui?". Mou bin, ngo ah gor mm hai dou & hui geh fren zhao wan ha wan ha gam. Ngo yam lor. Hou chi hou wai gam. Haiz. Hau fui. Yam yun zhao hoi chi bei. Sei mang call YT. Hai dou sei mang gong oi gin dou hui. Zhan hai tiu ga. Ngo fren tung ngo gong dai yat chi gin dou ngo gam sohai. Haiz .... yam zhao zhan hai hoi yan bat chin. Hao fui mok kap. Ha chi ngo mm wui zoi bong yan ding zhao jor. Shui yin ngo mou zhou cho si, dan hai yi yin sam hui yat mai ling dou yat gor yan hou dam sam ngo. Ngo zhi dou lei lau ngo hai ying goi geh. Yi yin hou xiong tong lei gong seng "dui mm ju".

This post is in direct cantonese slang. Hopefully u can understand.

Tagged by Emily = =

2009-12-24T13:12:00.000-08:00

Taggie

HONEST SECTION

Honestly, what color is your underwear?:

Forgotten =p

Honestly, whats on your mind?

Exam around the corner. How will i die. Her.

Honestly, what are you doing right now?

Calling a friend asking her how to change blogskin.

God & Him.Honestly, have you done something bad today?

Not really =p

Honestly, do you watch Disney channel?

Emm ... i quited few years ago

Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?

Linda Hue

Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?

Yea ... who don't?

Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?

Being scolded for no reason / Being ignored

Honestly, do you bite your nails?

No =p

Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?

Yes. Xmas weh. My 19th Lonely Xmas Eve!

Honestly, are you keeping a big secret right now?

I think i'm always keeping secrets le = =

Honestly, do you have a friend you don’t actually like?

Hell Yeah!

Honestly, does anyone like you?

Don't know~

CAN SECTION

Can you blow a bubble?
Yea ... why not? =p

Can you dance?:

Nop3 . Not talented

Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?

Mission Impossible for me XD

Can you touch your toes?:

Yes!

Can you whistle?:

Yes!

Can you wiggle your ears?

How How How?

Can you wiggle your nose?:

How How How?

Can you roll your tongue?:

No.

Can you make a clover with your tongue?
No.

ANGER SECTION

What do you do when you’re mad?

Try to talk something that will annoy others.

What’s the worst thing you’ve done when you were mad?

Go cari mati with my dad XD

Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?

Noo.

Do you swear when you’re mad?

Seldom. If i swear u, u can go buy toto edy =p

TEAR SECTION

Ever really cried your heart out?

How?

Ever cried yourself to sleep?

No.

Ever cried on your friend’s shoulder?

No!

Ever cried over the same sex?

No!

Do you cry when you get an injury?

No! But the "water" auto come out from eye.

Do certain songs make you cry?

Yes.

Do certain movies make you cry?

Yes.

HAPPY SECTION

Are you usually a happy person?

Yes! Happy goes lucky.

What makes you the happiest?

Seeing U Smile!

Does being with your friends make you happy?

Of coz!

Do you believe in yourself?

Not really.

Do you wish you were happier?

Always!

Is being happy overrated?

No!

Can music make you happy?

Not reli.

LOVE SECTION
How many times have you had your heart broken?
I don't count coz i dun wish to rmb.

Have you ever loved someone so much that you’d die for them?
No gua for now.

Has anyone besides your friends/family ever said ‘I love you’ to you?
Yesh!

HATE SECTION

Do you actually hate anyone?

I don't hates. I learnt to replace hating with ignoring.

Ever made a hit list?

No wor.

Have you ever been on a hit list?

Ask them =p

Are you a mean bully?

Nope. i'm always the victim.

SELF-ESTEEM SECTION

Is your self-esteem extremely low?

"Gou 5 gou , Dai 5 dai"

Are you good looking?

Ask them. To me, NO!

Do you wish you could be someone else?

No.

PHYSICAL SECTION

What is your current hair color?

Black.

Current piercings

Ear.

Have any tattoos?

Nope.

Straight hair or curly?

Straight.

What shirt are you wearing?

Pyjamas. Trust me =p

Pants

Pyjamas set. =p

Shoes

"chicken Leg"

HAVE YOU EVER SECTION

Hugged someone

Yes!

Been on the phone until the sun came up?

No!

Laughed so hard you peed in your pants?:

Never!

Laughed so hard you cried?:

Yea. Just did it not long ago!

Got in a fight with someone?:

No!

LASTS SECTION

Person you talked to in person:

My Brother.

Person you talked to online:

Nikii Ng Kah Mun

Person you hugged:

Her?

Person you kissed

Her?

RANDOM SECTION

Do you like surveys?

Not reli.

Do you get along with your parents?

Yea.

Do you have mental breakdowns?

Hopefully no.

CURRENT SECTION

Current mood:

Funny.

Current Music:

Replay - Iyaz ft Sean Kingston

Current crush

Hmm.....

Current thing I ought to be doing

Do Revision XD

Current windows open

None.

Current desktop picture

All Black = =

Current book

None!

DID SECTION

Did you ever get into a fist fight in school?
No!

Did you ever run away from home?
No!

Did you ever want to be a doctor?

When my teacher asked me to write my ambition for my standard 1 homework.

Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?

Never.

LASTS SECTION AGAIN

Last person you hung out with?

Friends.

Last thing someone said to you?

Good Nitez.

Last time you slept in all morning?

Forgotten.

Last thing you said out loud:

"So High" XD

WHAT SECTION

What are you listening to?
Nothing.

What is the weather outside?Dark and cold?

6.04am of coz dark XD

What radio station do you listen to?
Hitz.fm!

What was the last restaurant you ate at?

Forgotten!

What was the last thing you had to drink?

Boiled Water.

What was the last movie you watched?

Storm Warrior.

WHO SECTION

Who is your newest friend you added to Facebook?

How am i supposed to know?

Who was the last person you texted

Linda Hue

Who was the last person you took pictures of?

Andrew. His birthday!

Poker King~

2009-11-02T09:54:00.000-08:00

2nd Nov, Rainy - It's another rainy day. At last we managed to go plan for another movie day after the 1 we had few months ago. This time, we watched "Poker King" , "撲克王". This movie is seriously worth to watch. Shall i talk bout the story line here? Hmm ... better not. Watch it urself!

This is the movie ... Nice 1!

This is stephy, her character in this movie gave me a weird feeling. I like her character!

Went to Momo cafe after movie for our dinner. Ordered a chicken maryland to fill up my stomach. At first we thought of taking picture of the foods but my mind seems to take over my action. I forgot to take picture as the food served cause i'm just way too hungry~

Steamboat at Kepong~

2009-11-02T09:34:00.001-08:00

30th Oct, Rainy - I have many things that i would like to write about but i'm just too lazy to do it. Haiz (*sigh). So i'll just upload some of the pictures here to share my happiness~

Family photo for the gang who went for steamboat nite XD

What r we doing? Obvious lor ... Acting cute with her XD

My new owner huh? I'm not owned!

Guess what? Outside the window is Police Station ... haha ... so daring neh~

Enjoying the cup of the nite. Remember the earring? It's yours =p

After the dinner, we went to Desa City Park for a stroll at the garden. The environment there is just so great. Houses that cost from RM1.5m~RM3M filled the whole area. How much time do i left to earn such property? I must work hard!

Specially Dedicated to JEFF~

2009-10-24T21:03:00.000-07:00

At last i'm free to update my blog. This is a special post that is dedicated to Jeff Ong Chun Tze from DME1 C1. U ask for a photo of u and as promised, i'll post it =p.

To my dear friends~

This is Jeff from KTAR (Diploma in Mechanical Engineering) this year 19 years old. He's owned but still available. To anyone who are interested to meet him, please don't be hesitate to contact me.

To Jeff~

Don't say i no post edy la ... Wakakaka XD

Results~

2009-10-19T21:06:00.000-07:00

20th Oct, Sunny - Yiipppeeee! Result is out today. I couldn't sleep the whole night. Was thinking how my results would be. Now, i'm so relieved and happy. At first i thought of looking at it 1 by 1 , didn't manage to do so. Once i open the page, everything is there. OMG. Anyway, i'm kinda satisfied with my results. Just that the English Language is a bit disappointing. Thanks for everyone who blessed me with their luck and supported me through out all the time! Hopefully i can do better for the next time! Thanks =p

And this is my result~

English Language A-
Hubungan Etnik B
Mathematics I A
Engineering Science I A-
AutoCAD + Drafting A
Workshop Technology B-

2nd week of 2nd Semester in TarC~

2009-10-16T12:23:00.001-07:00

17th October, Rainy - I still remember the first day i joined the college and from there i started my college's life. I'm glad that i registered myself for the right course at the right time. I'm having great time in college with my classmates and also some of the lecturers. It's even better than when i'm studying in secondary school. Look at these pictures and u'll know why! =p

This was taken during our Practical Class, Workshop Technology.

Rm2 Per Plate. Who can resist? haha XD

I bet Mr.Phua must be missing Sushi King very much=p

The wantan spoilt the view , Sorry XD

Not my personal consumption la. It's more than 30 plates there XD

The model of Sushi King's Twin tower XD

This is how much 6 of us can eat. Not too bad rite?

One of my heng dai, Andrew aka Kangaroo taking picture of this Sushi King's Tower=p

Nightmare of DME1C1, Sean KingSton. *wink~

Sorry for posting such a short post. I promise will update more frequent and Fit in more pictures the next time! To all my friends, gambateh in ur studies. And for those who are studying abroad, Good luck and must take good care of urself!

P/s Phua, take good care of urself bro! make sure u send more pictures of urself in ur new update! See ya soon =p

Apologize~

2009-10-16T12:18:00.001-07:00

Sorry for not updating my blog for so long. I knew my blog is bit too dead but i'm quite lazy to write. Whenever i feels like updating , there are always thing that suddenly comes in and distracted me away from doing so. Tonight is taking out some time to update it. Thanks for following up my blog! Thanks alot!

Guilty or Natural? ~

2009-10-01T11:45:00.001-07:00

1st Oct, Rainy night - Went out to yam cha at "Black & White" with few friends somewhere around Pandan Indah. There are some reason why we choose to go there to spend our yam cha session. The first time i went there was few months back, the chances for u to see leng lui is like 70%++ . (*LOL). After we ordered our drinks, we asked for the poker cards for some card games. Not long later, few table started to get occupied by some guys with their girlfriends along. I was so surprised when this group of 2 girls and 1 guy appear. 1 of the girl is 90% alike with my ex-girlfriend. I was like "OMG". Wonder why my heart started to beat like drums in band when i saw her. Am i guilty seeing her? But it's impossible to be guilty! I did nothing wrong. Or it's just natural to have that feeling?

My heart beats like i never feel before whenever i sees u.

Work~

2009-09-18T12:33:00.001-07:00

18th Sept, Rainy - It has been nearly 4 months after i started my college life. Finished my exam on this Wednesday and started to work on today. I came back to this same old place same old department to work again 9 months after my last work at here. It's Men's Department of Tangs Pavilion. It has been a tiring day. It's not the work that made me so tired. I stood and walked around the working area for 1 whole day. Actually there's nothing for me to do, my job is just to look after the place. After few hours of loitering around the "Floor", suddenly there comes a song that get me so into the "missing" feel. It's "No Promises" by Shayne Ward. This song was introduced to me by a very special person. When listening to this song, great flashback ran through my mind. It was U. Was it? Haha. Off work at 10pm and had my so called "supper" before going to cyber cafe for my gaming session. Reached home around 3am and i realised that i'm going to be immortal tomorrow cause tomorrow i'll work at 10am XD. Die hard.

I read your blog. Saw your post bout your brother's car in accident. Hopefully he's fine. And you too. Try to be strong. Don't cry for everything u saw. Nothing worth your tears more than yourself. Be Strong and take care~

Going Home~

2009-09-13T12:38:00.000-07:00

14th Sept, Rainy - This is the video by the students from the Singapore Polytechnic. Great movie. I nearly cried when watching this short film. Do u have a grandparents? Do they love u? Watch this film and i'm sure u'll truly be touched. How much love a grandma had to her granddaughter. Sorry for those whom their grandparents had left. But to those who have a grandfather or grandmother, Love them, Take care of them and be good to them. They loves u more than u can thought of.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=9iXPHhfk_7E

As time flies, many things changes. Things will come into your life very often but it'll go as time comes. Treasure all those who you think you should treasure. Family, Friends, Relationship. If you still have a heart. Spend some time with those who you have long forgotten. It's Fate for all of us to come together, our family, our friends and even your partners.

2009-09-13T12:05:00.000-07:00

Spare some time and try to look at the lyrics of this song. I kinda like it~

Vanessa Hudgens - Don't Leave

[ I don't know what I'd do if I ever lost you ]
[ And all the loneliness i would go through ]
[ But if you wanna leave I won't stop you ]

I've been gone so long
I'm used to feelin' alone
I estimated our love
My estimation was wrong
See I never knew what you were goin' through
But I've just got back
Now I see where you're at
How could you tell that I would ever be distracted by
any other guy no matter if he ever caught my eye?
We just need time
Some time to connect
What I'm tellin' you now
Hope you never forget it

Chorus

And all the loneliness I would go through
Coz I don't want you if you don't want me to be the one
The only one you wanna run to
Baby boy you know I've just begun to realize what's important to me
So don't leave
Don't leave

Maybe I shoud have tried to put your needs first
but my priorities were messed up and I know you got hurt
See I never knew what you were going through
But i just got back
Now let’s see where you're at
Think about it
Take a moment just to rewind
Everything that you believe and everything that was right
Do you really want to stand there and tell me goodbye
When I’m sayin' I still love you?

Chorus

Coz I don't want you if you don't want me to be the one
The only one you wanna run to
Baby boy you know I've just begun to realize what's important to me
So don't leave
Don't leave

Lonely days and lonely nights
That's where you'll be without me by your side
Better think twice, baby
This could grow up crazy, you know
I can’t keep sayin’ my secret cause it’s out of control
I gave you everything: Body, mind, heart and soul
But you keep breaking me, taking me to another low
Don’t do it baby
Don’t do it
Don’t let me go
I Don’t know

Chorus

Coz I don't want you if you don't want me to be the one
The only one you wanna run to
Baby boy you know I've just begun to realize what's important to me
So don't leave
Don't leave
Baby boy, Don't leave Me~

Randomness~

2009-09-09T12:41:00.001-07:00

10th Sept, Night - Just finished my revision and i'm going to sit for my mathematics exam tomorrow. Just hope that all of them from DME1 C1 C2 manage to do this test and can get good results for this subject! Kinda sleepy. Feel like sticking to the computer to view a person's blog. Found this message from my email ... I bet it's quite interesting ... Have A Look!

The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt!

Boring~

2009-09-06T15:24:00.000-07:00

07Th Sept, Cold - It's about 6.24am now. It's so boring. 3 more days before sitting for my maths exam. Have to do love this subject no matter how much i dislike it. I'm gonna face this subject for another 6 semesters. By this time, i should either be sleeping or doing revision. But i didn't. I found some article related to psychology and i read through it for the past 3 hours. My mood is swinging. Can't concentrate in doing revision. My life is boring. I need someone to talk to me. Or maybe "something"? Emmm, better not. Haha. And i would like to introduce this song to my dear friends.

Vanessa Hudgens - Don't Leave

-------- Thanx to Ken for introducing me such a nice song ---------

Lazy~

2009-09-01T12:24:00.000-07:00

02nd Sep, Rainy - It's another boring day. Going to sit for my english exam on this coming thursday. Next week will sit for those tough tough de papers. Now still i'm the slumber mood. No motivation that can push me to start my revision. I'm just too lazy. I wasted everyday at home doing nothing. What am i doing?

I wish u will msg me and wish me good luck for my exam. Maybe u r my only motivation to study hard. Who knows if u r my "Angel" ? Good Nitez. HYT

Tired~

2009-08-26T13:21:00.000-07:00

26 Aug, Rainy - I'm too tired. I wished i could spend more time and put i more effort in doing revision and prepare for my coming exam. Exam will start next week. I'm still in a "flying" mood today. I'm not sure which subject should i start with. Every subject is important. Yet, so many to cover. Math and Engineering Science is the main subject. Too many formulas for me to memorize.

I'm tired of everything. I'm tired of telling sorry. If telling sorry doesn't work, I don't plan to do anything else. I give up. If having a friendship that does not have faith and trust in each other, i rather call u a "Hi-Bye friend". Unlike the u in the past, u changed too much. This tremendous change makes me feel so tired. In this period of time, i think that i'm wrong. But now, i learnt 1 precious lesson. "Too much sorry make thing worse". Why explain when i'm not wrong? Why apologise when i'm not wrong? Why take the blame when i'm not wrong?

I'm trying to put aside everything and try to concentrate in my studies. Someone told me Love is important as it neutralise our life from numbness of work and tireness of life. Frankly speaking, this is not the right time for me. I'm not ready to get into it. I tried and i failed. And i knew it's not now! I'm still a teenager with nothing. I can feel emptyness in life but i must work hard for a bright future.

Acad Assignment~

2009-08-19T10:55:00.000-07:00

At last we(Sean,HongYe and I) done our group Assignment for ACAD. We made a 3D model of an Overhead Projector 3M 2660. Here is some picture that i rendered out from my AutoCAD software. Do drop me some comment. Thx!

This is the Base.

This head of the OHP redrawn by me XD.This is the Socket. It looks so real.Sean made the head.

This is the Closed OHP. I can only render it in Black n White. Sorry.
This is the whole Model.
This is from the bottom view. If look from ACAD, it really looks real cool!

We made all the parts 1 by 1. And take time to put every single part together. This is tough but i like it so much. I have the excitement after finishing it. Love it~~~
Sorry for the black n white photos and i could not update photo of every single part.

Sick~

2009-08-16T06:03:00.000-07:00

16th Aug - Cloudy, I'm sick. Sick for few days already. Cure then sick then cure then sick = = . Eish. I cough + bit fever + bit flu. Is this symtoms of H1N1? Hopefully not. Sob. This few weeks busy doing my AutoCAD assignment. After i finish the assignment i will post a picture of it in here ^^. Thx to my friends for dropping me comments.

Put Ur Hands Up~

2009-08-09T01:17:00.000-07:00

08 August, Windy - Went to have my blunch(breakfast+lunch) at chicken hot pot today. The food not reli nice, but the bill quite nice XD. Thought of having a hair cut, but too many customers there so need to find another day. My hair is blocking my sight = =. Then at night went for a ROVER ball. Went there have my dinner and warm up my body. Ready up to go for my 2nd round at nite. Haha. Reach BARCELONA kinda late, around 12 like that. Nearly 20 of us in 4 cars. Not virgin to clubbing anymore. Lol. Proceed to our seat then Drink a small cup of mixed henessy and coke. The bday boy drank 1 whole cup of pure henessy + 2 cup of mixed henessy with coke. Pity my bro! XD. Gogogo. Dew and i walked around to warm up and tried to get some "view". First he told me that girl not bad. So we walked nearer to have a clearer image. Damnit. The so called "nice" girl is actually ahgua. Deng. Scared me.

Drink more and more after that. Then continue with more and more dance. Not BAD le there. And i'm kinda deaf today. Last night stand infront of those speakers "jumped" so long. Haha. Blur till today noon still haven wake. Today wake up my mind still have those "PUT UR HANDS UP" and "CALL THE 911" feel ... lol ...

ABCDEFG~

2009-08-07T19:37:00.000-07:00

08 Aug , Sunny - It's another boring early morning. Woke up around 10am. Don't know what to do huh. Emm. Wanted to go cut hair later. My hair is growing rapidly. Any idea what to do with it? Haha. After cut hair then going out to Rover's ball. Then back that time join my brother's gang to BARCELONA. Today is my brother BIG day. Any kaki wanna join us at barcelona? Put ur hands UP!

Hey, found this nice picture from my friend's blog. Any of u agree with what written on it?

Blood Donation~

2009-08-04T13:47:00.000-07:00

4th August, Hazy - Today's sky is so hazy. Damn those people who are doing open burning. Malaysian's health is at risk! Wake around 6.30am today. Reached lecture hall around 8.20am and ya, i know i'm late for lecture again. This few days kinda relax 'cause finished most of my assignments and mini tests. So, i have more time for my honey "my computer". Lol.

Went to donate blood today. First time donate blood. I lost 450ml of blood. Sob Sob. But worth it. Give Blood Give Life. Even a single pack of blood is important to those who are lying in hospital and needed blood for their operation to take place. To those who scare pain, i can tell u that u don't have to worry. 'Cause it's not painful. Just like bitten by mosquito. So, let's donate blood!

Walking Pass Memories~

2009-08-01T21:12:00.000-07:00

Today is the 2nd day of PC fair. The LRT and Putra station, Masjid Jamek were closed due to demonstration around Dataran Merdeka. I have to walk from Pasar Seni to Hang Tuah in order to board change train from Putra to LRT. This is the same route i walked for the last PC fair. About the same time also. The only difference is i'm walking alone this time. Actually, the route doesn't seem so long even i need to walk alone. I still walk smoothly even i'm alone. I'm tough. I knew i am. I treasure every moments because it's memories that will never come back. I promised myself "NOT to dwell in the past, NOT to dream of the future, JUST concentrate the mind on the present moment"

No promises needed in order to walk pass every moment of my life!

Religious Day~

2009-08-01T20:10:00.001-07:00

1st August, Sunny - Having replacement class for workshop technology lecture this morning. Thought of going late into the class and get the attendance then straight go home. The class started at 9am and ended around 11am. I reached college around 11.30am. The lecturer changed the venue at a very last minute. I walked all around the college to look for his class. Failed. I gave up finding after walking around the college compound for 30minutes. Went to canteen2 to buy a can of 100plus to replenish myself. Glad that i saw Soon and Panda. My usual gang was there having their lunch. I joined in the gang and asked Sean to teach me the ACAD stuff that teacher taught yesterday since i skipped the class yesterday. I knew i have been a bad student skipping classes but that doesn't mean i'm not keen in studying!

After awhile, 2 guys approached Sean and me in canteen. They were from a church nearby. They asked us can we give them a 5 minutes to let them explain to us about Jesus Christ. Sure. Why Not? A korean guy talked to me about that. About 10 minutes later Sean left canteen as he's short of time and will be going back to his hometown this afternoon. So my conversation with the koraean and his friend continued. We talked on this topic for about 2 hours. I'm evil. I keep asking questions that relate Chirstian to other religion. I not sure what religion i'm in as i'm not a religious person. I'm more to the phylosophy of KARMA. What goes around comes around.

I believe some of my questions are stupid. But who have the answers?

I believed that's a creator, but who knows which religion teaches us about the true creator?
Why Jesus Christ is the brigde for us, human being that have sins to go GOD?
Since satan (falling angel) has chosen the evil way, why not GOD destroy it?
If Christian is the only religion that leads his followers back to GOD, why other religion still exist? GOD wanted his sons and daughters to wash their sins and goes back to GOD, then why don't GOD tell other religions to come goes to Christian?
If Christian is the true religion, who is the muslims "mourning to" from Sunday to Saturday? What is other religions praying at?
Christian says there's only ONE GOD. Then what about the other gods that exists in other religions?
Since GOD is the creator. That means GOD can take back everything from everyone. Then why GOD wait till so many Centuries after his first pair of son and daughter "Adam and Eve" disobey GOD yet GOD did not put that moment into the Judgement Day?
If everyone has only 1 life, then how bout those babies that die naturally after they were borned? That's the end of its life? It's Unfair for those babies if everyone has only 1 life. Die naturally = Not murdered = fooled by GOD? They born to die?
Blood were used to clean our soul. Then where do we get the blood? We slaughter the animal, cow then get their blood? Religion teaches us to kill?
The guy answered me that GOD made the animals because they were humans food. That means they dont own a life? Then why dogs bark when being hurted? Why cats meow when being hurted? Not because they are living things and have feeling?
If Jews, Christians, Muslims is from the same ancestors and received guidance from the same GOD. Why Jews and Muslims still waiting for their Mercier and does not recognise Jesus Christ as their Mercier? GOD tell them so much yet GOD didn't tell them who's GOD real Son?

Sorry if you if found my post turned you down or made you angry. This is just some W.H.Y in my mind. I have no intend to questions other religions. Sorry~

2009-07-27T08:17:00.000-07:00

27th July, Windy Night - The weather tonight doesn't make me feel alright. It's somehow windy and cold. It makes me feel so lonely right now. Am i alone after all? I know i'm always looking happy all the time, being cheerful and looking at everything in a positive direction. Will be having Engineering Science Test tomorrow, but what am i actually doing here? Staring at the monitor doing nothing. No heart to do revision.

Am i being emo? i just feel like i'm in those boxes. Having stress in so called my own way. Bring problems into my own life. The first box will most likely to be my financial status. Can you see how packed is my stress? It nearly burst the box. Thinking on how to use every penny i have wisely. I quit! The 2nd box? Most probably my studies. Don't feel like thinking too much as thinking will never be able to change anything if i'm not doing it. I can give up all the box but not this. No choice! My only way out to a better life.

The 3rd Box? Am i still thinking of u? I guess not. I'm not regret in losing our relationship, just that i feel it dont worth to give up the friendship we had over small arguement. I don't mind getting back into friend after 1 month of coupling. I respect ur decision as u said ur family not very happy with it. I just don't like it when it comes to breakage of friendship. I just don't like the feel being ignored. I don't like the feel when i lost you. Yn Tng.

Should i or not?~

2009-07-25T09:03:00.001-07:00

Next 2 weeks will be my brother's birthday. They planned to go "Barcelona". A club near Sunway if i'm not wrong. Wondering should i go? Anyway, no choices. Can only say "OK". *Sigh. Running out of income soon. Dying XD. Must get myself to work soon. No more reason for me to be lazy. And ya, back to the clubbing stuff. I'm not so close with those that are going. Wonder how will the clubbing session be. Many things bothering me. My brother driving? Scare la wey~ Anything la. Just hope that no accident will happen on that night. Please bless me. Please no law bypasser. Please dont bring in any drugs. Dont mind wasting money to go there. Just dont bring me any problem. Hopefully the next will go with those who i wanted to go with.

Yam Cha Session~

2009-07-25T08:29:00.000-07:00

25 July, Sunny - Went to yam cha at B&W (Black and White) cafe last night. It has been so long since the last time i see Daniel along with us. 7 of the 5Abrahamians, one 5 morian and one Bandaraya girl went for the yam cha session. Around 2 hours of chat. Our conversations like flying here and there crossing one another. Know what's cross multiply? We chatted in a cross multiplying way. Haha. Thank you for having a great yam cha session. Miss my secondary school life so much. But we will grow as time flies. I know i'm going to have a better life in the future. Thank You DANIEL for fetching me home.
Farewell Andrew Ang~ (*Going to Russia in september to study)

Stupidity Kills You~

2009-07-18T20:32:00.001-07:00

19th July, Sunny - Went to yam cha last night. Got so screwed up by the topic. In this month, this is the 2nd case that i heard from my friend. This time worse. That girl is my friend also. Is this the right time? Come on, 18 years old got pregnant. There goes your Future. VANISHED.

Personally i won't disagree with teenagers to have sex before marriage. But, can they at least use their brain? What will happen if ur girlfriend got pregnant? Abort it? Fuck it! It's a live! Damn it. No offense. Teenagers are curious towards everything. Everything they wanted to try. But why can't they just use the condom? Playful is Okay but can guys out there do it in a safe way? You guys are spoilling others future. Think that doing it the raw way(without external protection) is great? You are STUPID. The chances for you to be a father is 30%, means 1/3 of everythings you have sex without taking safety measures. I can tell u that it's 1000 times that winning lottery.

Sorry for my rudeness.

Here are some tips in persuading ur partner to use a condom.
http://www.avert.org/condom.htm

It Don't Cost As Much As Accident Happens,

"Think Safe, Play Safe, Use Durex"

Creativity Strikes Imposibilities~

2009-07-16T02:06:00.000-07:00

Paper, how much a piece of paper cost? Few cents? Trust me, things that cost few cents can worth a million if you are creative enough to make some difference in it. It's all depends on how creative and keen in doing something. Let's See some mission IMPOSSIBLE,

Reincarnated PaperMan~Mr.PaperMan's Palm
BoneyDumbneyFallFromTheWallPaperPuppet?PuppetPaper?

And the best design i found is not just about paper. Let's Have a look at this Creative design on shirt ^^

Can you read the words?
"I DONT NEED SEX, GOVERNMENT FUCKS ME EVERYDAY"

Assignments & Tests~

2009-07-14T11:41:00.001-07:00

14th July,Sunny - This is the 9th week in college. Life starts to get busy. Assignments and Tests were all around the corner. Need to hand up 2 assignments latest by end of this month. I didn't even started it. Sigh. Need more time to prepare for the mid-term tests on next week. Mathematics and Engineering Science. Tough subjects with all the formulas to remember. Bless me with more times. Bless me with a Brain with more memory spaces and BIGGER RAM. Haha. How good if my brain have few slots for plugging in memory cards and extra RAM. I need to work harder to strive for good results. Gambateh!

Gals n Guys. Replace yam cha session after my exams. Haha. Best of Luck 2 u ALL!

Childhood Memory~

2009-07-04T14:24:00.000-07:00

5th July, Rainy - Just went back from Transformers. LOL. Paid for 1 ticket but watched 2 movies. A M**** was so rude in the cinema. He sat at someone's seat, and he told that guy to sit other place. Nearly fought between that M**** guy and another gang of Chinese because of a rm11 seat. Damn "It". My Mood was nearly ruined. That MF sit behind me for 10mins and got "invited" to somewhere else after punched the guy from the chinese gang. Wonder if he got beaten up or not.

Wokay~ Talk bout CHILDHOOD, did any of u kept the childhood photoes of yourself? Emmm ... No arrr? So SAD, u r going to forget how cute u might look when u r still a child. I found some photoes of myself when i'm around 6yo on the other days. Guess what? I look like a ball by that time. Haha. Believe it or not? Let's check on the photoes. Sorry for the photoes that is not so clear. Hehe.

When i'm still a baby. That's my bro behind me^^That's me again. When i'm 2 years old i think. Chubby?I'm Graduated. I mean from kindergarden. HeheThis is blur but can u see how close we are?This "Apek" from Mainland China ka? Little Monk XD

Influenza A (H1N1)

2009-06-26T11:31:00.000-07:00

H1N1, Well known as Influenza subtype A(H1N1) or Swine Flu. This virus is spreading fast from United States to many country in Asia. Including our country, Malaysia. The number of people who got infected by this virus is like a rolling snowball. It's growing by day. From early June, this virus is first detected. Within a month, the number of those who infected H1N1 in Malaysia had raised up to 105(by 26th June). Currently 65 of them were discharged and 40 is still under quarantined.

According to my lecturer, if this Influenza A(H1N1) could not be control, roughly 2/3 population of the Earth will die. Scary huh?

Dear Friends, Please take good care of yourself. If possible, wear a mask if u r going to public places. Anyway wearing a mask don't look as bad as u thought of ~ Seee, COol rIte? Haha ...

Tired N Sleepy~

2009-06-26T11:21:00.000-07:00

26th June, Rainy - It's been a week since my last post. Tired N Sleepy rite now. Life gets so dull. It's like everyday from monday to friday got mixed up. Everyday also doing the same thing. Personally i hate to live a life that is fixed. I hate sticking my ass to the daily routine. From monday to Friday~ Wake , Study , Eat , Sleep . Boring huh? Haha. Anyone can help get me out from this boring life style?

Please count me in or at least date me for outing or something. I am bored to death! I want to watch Transformers II. Anyone? Anyone?

Randomness~

2009-06-19T21:18:00.000-07:00

20 June,Sunny - Life's getting busier in college. Pile of assignments thrown to me. N now it's flying all over my mind. Wondering which 1 to finish up first. As time passes by, memories flies, friends increased, friendship gets tighter, workload gets heavier. I feel like changing. Don't feel like i'm a KID who run around the school like i always do in my secondary school. Don't feel like skipping classes even i'm very tired. Don't feel like moving into any relationship for now. Lost the eagerness to experience new things. Lost the desperation i had in me for Love.

Learnt that money is important. Desperation of Love in me starts to turn into desperation for money. Desperate to earn pocket money for myself. Not as lucky as others who got brought up in a rich family. They don't need to scratch their head burst to think bout money. Choices or path that they have to choose are study hard or study in a comfortable way. For me, i consider everytime be4 i buy something. Don't wan to waste money, Money is hard to come yet easy to go.

It's all on my own rite now. Choose the right path n get serious in life. Do i have the ability to pay for wad i chosen?

Owl sees in dark but friends sees through my heart. I treasure everyone of u as much as i treasure myself.

Losing Love doesn't mean U lost ur live, it's just a change in ur life. Because Lost is the new beginning of every Gain. Losing Of light brings u another peaceful Nite.

Tag XD ... Do this wehh~

2009-06-15T10:42:00.000-07:00

Haiz ... was tagged ... What to do? Force others to do the same stuff! haha ... U guys n Gals who r tagged ... Do this! =p

1. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
Sleepy~

2. Would you consider yourself as a well-being person?
Emm ... to some i m ... to few i'm not =p

3. Have you ever visited an orphanage or an old folk's?
Yap ... But it's few years Back! Any1 wanna organise? =p

4. Have you ever had a best friend who is trustworthy?
Yea ... I got plenty =p (*u knows who u r!)

5. Do you want someone to be dead?
Err ... Not now ... Mayb later? XD

6. Do you love to go to school?
Haha ... What if i say yes? Do u believe? It's better to say NO!

7. Who was the last person who texted you?
Someone who ignored me, Linda~

8. Do you want any food to eat right now?
No, I'm Full n Sleepy XD

9. What are you doing right now?
Hands On Keyboard ... What else? Blogging ... Wakaka~

10. What are you thinking right now?
Who will do this tag? Will u?

11. List 15 lucky people whom you tag:
1.Linda
2.Ken
3.Nicky(*His blog is dead, he wun do it!)
4.SzeJian
5.Emily
6.WengKit (*Too bad u dun own a blog=p)
7.Joanna
8.Lynnett
9.Vinnie
10.ChewYen
11.SookYeng
12.SiewQi
13.PuiFun
14.Pearling
15.Allan

12. Is no.10 is your close friend?
Haha ... Can counted as gua ... Am i? =p

13. Does no.3 know no.4?
Yes ... Of Coz they do ... HengDaiz

14. Is no.13 single?
She's having a complicated relationship i think XD

15. Does no.6 love studying?
Mayb Yes Mayb No ... As i know he loves DOTA more than Study!

16. Is no.1 a genius?
Errr ... Mayb gua~

17. When was the last time you chatted with no.11?
Huh? Chat a? Face to Face was 2 weeks ago, Msn is last week ...

18. Say no.5's characteristic?
LOL XD ... How the hell i know ... 1 word Friendly!

19. What will you do if no.14 and no.15 fight?
Wakaka ... No.15 is dead if fight with No.14 ... Try imagine if u know both of them!

20. Do you like being friends with no.2 and no.12?
What mean like being Friends? It's my fate to know them. I treasure them!

21. Does no.7 have siblings?
Ya ... As i know she has 1 younger bro who play on9 game everyday

22. Does no.8 and no.9 love music?
I bet Yes! M i rite? XD

When U Get Old~

2009-06-07T12:51:00.000-07:00

Scene 1
An elderly gentleman… had serious hearing problems for a number of years. He went to the doctor and the doctor was able to have him fitted for a set of hearing aids that allowed the gentleman to hear 100%. The elderly gentleman went back in a month to the doctor and the doctor said, 'Your hearing is perfect. Your family must be really pleased that you can hear again.' The gentleman replied, 'Oh, I haven't told my family yet. I just sit around and listen to their conversations. I've changed my will three times!'

Scene 2

Two elderly gentlemen from a retirement center were sitting on a bench under a tree when one turns to the other and says: 'Slim, I'm 83 years old now and I'm just full of aches and pains. I know you're about my age. How do you feel?' Slim says, 'I feel just like a newborn baby.' 'Really!? Like a newborn baby!?' 'Yep. No hair, no teeth, and I think I just wet my pants.'

Scene 3
An elderly couple had dinner at another couple's house, and after eating, the wives left the table and went into the kitchen. The two gentlemen were talking, and one said, 'Last night we went out to a new restaurant and it was really great. I would recommend it very highly.' The other man said, 'What is the name of the restaurant?' The first man thought and thought and finally said, 'What is the name of that flower you give to someone you love? You know... The one that's red and has thorns.' 'Do you mean a rose?' 'Yes, that's the one,' replied the man.. He then turned towards the kitchen and yelled, 'Rose, what's the name of that restaurant we went to last night?'

Scene 4
Morris, an 82 year-old man, went to the doctor to get a physical. A few days later, the doctor saw Morris walking down the street with a gorgeous young woman on his arm. A couple of days later, the doctor spoke to Morris and said, 'You're really doing great, aren't you?' Morris replied, 'Just doing what you said, Doc: 'Get a hot mamma and be cheerful.'' The doctor said, 'I didn't say that. I said, 'You've got a heart murmur; be careful.'

P/S : Have Some Laughter To Light Up Ur Day~ Rmb To Smile Even U R Bz. Wish Ya To Have A Cheerful Day!

Eye Pain View~

2009-06-05T18:28:00.000-07:00

5th June, Sunny - As Usual, nothing special happened today. My first class started at 8pm today. Spent 1 n a half hour looking for words from the dictionary for the whole morning. Coz the first lesson is about how to use the dictionary. After the class went loiter around college compound, got home around 12.10pm. Going to college again around 2.30pm for a lecture n a tutorial class of the "Engineering Drawing" lesson which will end at 7pm. Ya! I had a 6 hours break in between the class. My timetable SuckS!

On my way home, saw some "locals" in the train. Guess what? As usual, they started to talk n laugh louder n louder. The whole train was filled with the noise of this bunch of monkeys. It's really suffering being in that situation. As i sit rite beside of them. After 2 travelled for 3 stations, another gang of "locals" came in. Their clothing was fantastic. Try imagine this,a malay guy with long n messy hair wearing a somehow "Small" size black T-shirt that just reach his waist barely covering his belly, with his baggy low waist pants suit with the slipper. Not only that, he stand beside me against the plastic cover at the end of the chair. And the way he wear his pants, SUCKS. Low waist with his blue colour boxer 30% showing out.

Eye pain to look at the locals. They wanted to copy the style of clothing from the foreign country. But got it all spoilt when it's on their body. Is i racist or? Okay, make it fair. Compare the pictures below. What do u think?

June D Month Of Gemini~

2009-06-03T06:25:00.001-07:00

Shall i say this as the month of Gemini? Or the month of U? 8 more days from today will be ur birthday. Ya, It's ur cow one day. 牛(cow in chinese) + 一(one in chinese) = 生(born in chinese). How will you choose to celebrate ur bday?

And ya, Congratz for getting a new job. Dun worry! Be confident. I know u can do it. Haha. Gambateh!

Ice-Breaking Ceremony~

2009-06-03T05:43:00.000-07:00

2nd June, Sunny - First time attend english class in College. Ms. Marzita, our english language class lecturer requested us to introduce ourself in front of the class. I was the fifth to be called out. So "Lucky" huh? Talked Talked Talked bout myself for something like 2 minutes. Got a new name from my classmates. They called me "KL Kia" coz i from KL = = . Now everyone in our group were called "(PLACE) KIA" coz of that particular "PENANG KIA". Haha. The class is full of laughter coz all of us starts asking funny questions. A part of the conversation:

Classmate X: My family consist of 5 members. My parents , 1 sister 1 brother n me.
Jacky: How old is ur Sister?
Classmate X: Emm... she's 25 years old
Jacky: Oo ... Too Bad XD ... Jeff(Classmate Y) No more chance
Classmate Z: Nvm ... How old de girl jacky also accept 1
Classmate Y: Yaya ... Jacky can
*The Whole class clapped hand = =

I was like "wtf" ... all so support? Not only like this. They asked Ms Marzita on her age. Then, once again they say "Jacky also ngam". Hell NO!!!

Nway, Great day started to bright up my days in college! Wish me LUCK!

Story of Chinese Dumpling~

2009-05-29T22:37:00.000-07:00

Many traditional Chinese foods are intended to honor either the gods or divine persons in history. Zong Zi - a glutinous rice dumpling wrapped in bamboo or reed leaves - is no exception. It is meant to honor Qu Yuan (340-278 BC.), the pioneer poet of ancient China.

Qu Yuan was a famous poet who was also concerned about the fate of his government. Unfortunately his stature aroused the jealousy of the king, who banished him to a remote area. The poet despaired of the government and its policies. When the state's capital was captured by enemies, he committed suicide by drowning himself in the Miluo River (on May 5th according to the Chinese lunar calendar). The Chinese people felt this loss deeply, as he was a much beloved poet. Local folk searched for him in the river, meanwhile dropping dumplings of glutinous rice wrapped in bamboo or reed leaves into the river in order to keep the fishes away from attacking Qu Yuan's body.

Since that time, it has been customary on this day to enjoy Zong Zi dumplings as a memorial to the patriotic poet. In addition, there is also a festival called the Duan Wu or Dragon Boat Festival. If you ever visit China during the Dragon Boat Festival, you can't miss the nationwide custom of enjoying Zong Zi.

So U!! fishes who had eaten the chinese dumpling, stay away from Qu Yuan!!! Haha ... By the way, R u that fish?? =p

Dinner Night~

2009-05-28T20:01:00.000-07:00

28th May, Sunny - Went for class in the morning. Finished up 1 tutorial class n another lecture. The lecture is so Boring~ I was in the fishing session with "Grandpa Chou" the whole class. (*Laugh). Class ended around 2.30pm, packed up n went home. Yesterday was "duan wu jie". So, all my aunties gathered at my house for dinner. Had a wonderful dinner. Eat what? Got Prawn, Chicken, Siu Yuk and Soup? Awhh!!! Too nice edy. Hehe. Too bad no pic for last nite dinner. Emmm, it was so nice to have so many of the family members to have dinner together.

I believes most of the chinese went home early today for a great round table dinner. But Do any of u know the story behind this "Zong Zi" (chinese dumpling that is eaten on duan wu jie)?? Let me tell u more on my next post ^^

~Thanks For Visiting~

2nd Day~ Yet A Better Day XD

2009-05-26T11:30:00.001-07:00

26th May, Rainy - Spent half day at college loitering today. Met another new fren, Sean, the only 1 who speaks the same language with me in a "not so funny" slang. Haha ... Since 1 of the class cancelled today, can back home earlier. Too bad, i end class at 1pm but have to wait for my brother until 3pm. Sucks. Wait from sunny day till rain. Lol XD ...

Lucky? Unlucky? Bumped on 1 of my friend who used to work together at AP-Comm today. While walking to canteen2 to waste some of my "extra" time in coll, bumped on Joanna n have a short conversation. Had lunch with her at 1 something. Talk,talk,talk n more talk. Gossip,gossip,gossip n more gossip. Haha ...

To Joanna, Dont BOIKOT him la ... haha ... Pity him ... u r gonna be in the same course with him ... FATED XD ... Good Luck in English Test

Great Monday's Timetable!

2009-05-25T04:03:00.000-07:00

First day experiencing College's life, it don't feel as good as what i first thought of. The timetable rocks my world upside-down! Do the person in charge of the plotting work of the timetable realise how bad is the timetable on Monday? It starts with a long lecture of so called mathematics that does not looks as simple as the normal maths. It's a 2 hours lecture. Then, i was given a long break~ (*5 hours , imagine that). After the break, need go for the final class of the day. The "hubungan etnik" lecture which only eat up 1 hour.

Can you imagine going to coll for 3 hours of lectures and need to stay there for about 8 hours? It's about 10 hours in total since i need around 1~1.5hour travelling from my house to coll. Pity me for having such a great timetable!

College Life Day 1~

2009-05-24T21:00:00.000-07:00

25th May, Sunny - Emmm ... Lecture starts at 8am today. Woke around 6 get ready n reach on time. Sit inside lectures hall for 2 hour! Mr. Chan starts kepoh-kepoh about "Mathematics". This is what he taught in the very first class. Indices which i believes i have learn in form4. But, most of the additional maths stuff was returned to the "beloved" Pn.Musliha(Best teacher who asked the students to "wear" ur books). *Laugh Out Loud*. Kinda regreted for today, i should have bought a pair of contact lens by last week. Today, i sat at the 1st row middle seat and yet the images from the projector is so blur! Damn! All i have to do now is to get myself a pair of "focus plastic" and work out harder n harder n harder than i ever did in my secondary school lifes. This would be tough for me to pick up as i have taken a long long rest for a year after i graduated from my secondary school. Since my class were equiped with so many geniuses, i'll just have to beat myself to beat them up in studies! Gambateh!

Will u support me?

Free Breakfast~

2009-05-23T11:51:00.000-07:00

23rd May, Sunny - Did not sleep for whole nite. Gamed for whole nite n went to yam cha with a fren at the mamak near my house. It looks like it's a peaceful morning. Dark sky with the refreshing cold air that chills my day.

Something bad happened~ Pity the Shop owner.......

When we both finished our food n drinks, we thought of asking for the bill n pay up. Something bad happened rite be4 we ask for the bill.

All the staffs of the mamak ran out from the shop all in a sudden. I was blur at that moment, wondering what happened. The guy (*an indian motorcyclist aged around 40+ armed with a butcher knife) at the cashier desk caught my attention. Guess what? He search the drawer n grab the cash as if no one is in the shop.

What should i do?
-Call police? (The robber will Chase me)
-Help to stop the robber? (I must be long dead)
-Get away from the incident place? (Yea, get out of the robber's sight)

We both distanced ourselves from the incident place as fast as possible. Without thinking much, we run away. 2 minutes of running, reach the block where my house located. Got back into my house a.f.a.p. Our first conversation after the incident, "Did we pay up?" said by my fren. "Did u? No? What a free breakfast" i said as i laugh.

Note:- Why robbery rate in Malaysia are so high? Who caused this? The citizen? The Government? Or the Brainless individual?

Orientation Day~

2009-05-18T11:26:00.000-07:00

18th May, Cloudy - Went for college orientation today. Need to wake up at 5.45am as it will take me more than 1 hour travelling from my house to Ktar (Kolej Tunku Abdul Rahman). Reach there on time, no late no early. Kinda surprised seeing so many students gathered in the college hall (Around 2000 students in the hall). Only a quarter of the students are females, the rest is all guys. Terrible XD. Spent around 2 hours in the hall then followed the "Boss" to DK ABA. Best part, nearly 100 students in my course (mechanical and manufacturing in Engineering) and there's only 2 female students. As the senior said, they are the species under "extinction". I Agree! The Front Gate Of My College~
Didn't get to communicate much with my coursemates. Wonder how will my life in MME be. 2 years in this class. Hope i'm tough enough to march through all the problems that i'm going to face.

Friends, Support me kay? Loves ya^^

Being Helpless Seeing Her Sad

2009-05-14T13:37:00.000-07:00

14th May, Rainy - Read through Blog of a friend of mine. Realised that she just lost her Grandma. All in the sudden i felt myself so helpless. There's nothing i can do for her at this moment. She once told me that she loves her grandma very much. Before this, she was very sad because her grandma was very ill and have to go through an operation. It's about 4 months after the operation. She left this world peacefully. I know how hurt and sad she's feeling right now. To lost someone that is so important to her. It's not for a short period of time, It's Forever.

My aunt once told me "It's sad to born to this world as u will have to suffer through many sad moments, It's happy to leave this world as u can forget all the sad and unwanted moments". At that time, i think that it's not true. But now, i'll think at the person's side. Mayb it's TRUE. It's a blessing from god for u to leave the world peacefully. Everyone will go through "death" 1 day later. It's just matter of time. But i'm strongly Disagree with those people who try to suicide to get away from all the problems.

If u are viewing this blog right now, I hope u understand what i'm trying to tell u. Don't get urself pulled down too deep for her death. U have done ur part as a grandchildren. Be strong and work out ur life. Make her proud for having u as her granddaughter. Get what i mean? I just wanted to see u smile like u always did. Cheer Up~

Boring Day~

2009-05-10T14:32:00.000-07:00

10th May, Sunny - 1 more week before stepping into my college life. Nervous yet exciting. Trying to get myself ready for college but seems like the lazy jacky is still so lazy. Trying to push everything to tomorrow. As if tomorrow will be a better day for it. Anyway, going to set my mind into study mode soon. Wish me luck.

It was nearly a month or more since the last time i chatted with her. I can force myself to stay away and stop messaging her. And i think i'm no longer her friend anymore. She's no longer the girl that i used to know anymore. She has her own new friends. No longer remembering me as once her "best" friend.

It was me who ruined the relationship. I know i shouldn't voice out to her in such a way. But i don't feel like keeping everything in heart especially when it involves her.

Healthy Morning

2009-05-08T17:39:00.000-07:00

9th May, Sunny - Kinda tired n exhausted. I woke at 7.40am 8th May, and until now i still haven't go sleep. Went Cyber Cafe for gaming session with my LEGS (*kakis) for a few game. Then continue with nite event - Yam Cha + Chui Shui.

Best Part - Went jogging at the park nearby my house. Keep Jogging n jogging for about 30~40mins. Can feel my lung is suffocating. Now only i know how small gas(小气) am i. Cant take in much "gas"(O2).

Was about 9am right now. Not so sleepy afterall. Going out to for a small shopping trip later. GOD bless me more "battery" to stay awake n energetic till tonite.

Ending & Beginning

2009-05-08T17:17:00.001-07:00

8th May, Sunny - Today is the last day of my working life at Ap-Comm. Woke up around 7.40am, was kinda late for work coz promised my friends to reach P.Indah LRT station at 7.45am. (*LOL) Even if i can fly, it's impossible for me to get ready myself for work and reach P.Indah LRT station on time. Bit rush (*Swt) for the morning. Reach P.Indah LRT station around 8.20am.

Still can get to work on time (9.02am - Late? LOL). Requested for help from supervisor, turned into undercover to help out the event. While working, problem with the phone line again. Damn~ Guess what? Only got 1 ppl registered for the event(*after calling for whole day). Kanasai!

Sing A Long Song

2009-04-03T12:10:00.000-07:00

I wrote this song

It's not too long

Cause I'm thinking about you

Maybe I'm wrong to be called all about you

I don't know what you think about me

Maybe you think nothing at all

But maybe you could just lie to me

We could be in love, you see

Let's sing a long song that not too long

It's when I think about you then I hear song

and you can sing alone

Maybe if you won't want to

Cause baby I wrote,I wrote this for you

cause I'm the one who loves you

this can't be wrong

I don't wanna smile without you

I just want to make you happy

Maybe you want nothing at all

How I wish that you are mean to be

forever and the day with me

Let's Sing a long song that not too long

Maybe if you don't want to

In every way, you mean more to me

then you love more

Girl, I do my best to show these words are true

And if you like to make a song in the perfect harmony with me

I find the greatest words to sing

so we could write our own romantic thing

(*I think this song is extremely nice ... wad u think?)

Earth Hour

2009-03-28T13:31:00.000-07:00

Earth Hour - Started in 2007 at Sydney for the very first time. About a million citizen contributed to the success of this event by switching off lights. In 2008, an increasement from 1 city to 35 countries that took part in the event. This showed us some of us really care for our beloved Earth. Malaysia joined in the big family to support Earth Hour in 2009.

28th March 2009, 8.30pm~9.30pm - We (Me , Ken , Nick , Wengkit , Jian , Monkey) went to Times Square - Sungai Wang - Pavilion for a walk. Actually we planned to walk around to have a look at the city in dark but kinda disappointed. Only some of the buildings that voted for Earth. Some didn't manage to switch off the light but they decreases the amount of light in their shop. We walked around Times Square waiting for Earth Hour. When it's around 9 like that we decided to walk to pavilion to have a look. We thought they will switch off the lights at pavilion but sad to say, the mall is still very bright. Spent another 30mins in Pavilion then went out to wait for the 2 tallest building to switch on their light ( KLCC & KL tower ) . Another disappointment, we missed the chance to see the lighting moment of KL tower. We only saw the lighting moment of KLCC. Not really satisfy with it, it might looks nicer if lighted up floor by floor. After that, went to yam cha at Sri Petaling with my daughter's friends. Reach home around 1 something. Hoping for a better earth hour in 2010 ~

A Surprise That Brights Up My Day

2009-03-19T11:32:00.000-07:00

As usual, i spend most of my free time on9ing and gaming. But it's bit different for today. When i'm msning, a chat room pop up in a sudden and it lighted up my day. I'm kinda surprise when i saw the msg is from her. She finds me to chat? Yes! Had a friendly conversation with her before go to pasar malam with my bro. When walking around pasar malam, all i wanted is to get home as soon as possible. Feels like wanted to chat more with her. Haha. When i'm back, called her through msn. Again, we chatted happily about everything. O ya, first time sing song for girl. After 2 hours chat, i found out that it had been 70 days since the last time we sees each other. Missing her? Mayb ...

Ya ... i think i reli misses her ....

Love Life~

2009-03-15T11:55:00.000-07:00

Well , feel like starting my own little blog with a short little story .

It's all started 6 years ago. Have you ever found someone who you can be so into her even from the first sight seeing her? I met my biggest crush in the train 6 years ago. Feel like seeing her everytime when i reach the train station. For the first 4 years in my secondary school life, i spend every single schooling day waiting for the chance to meet her. Unfortunately i lost the chance to see her anymore when i'm in the upper secondary school life. She moved house, and not taking train to school anymore. If i were to tell her i like her by that time, will she accept me?

After finishing my secondary school life, i was blessed with the chance to know her. I get to contact her by adding her in Msn. It was disappointing when i started to chat with her. It's because she's being very "cold" to me. I get to know her more in September 08` as she starts to reply more of my messages. I'm very happy spending time messaging with her.

Someday in Dec 08` , she told me i'm the first person appeared in her mind when she's sad. I was surprised and being so happy at the same time. 10th Dec 08` was the first day she saw me, i went to her working place to buy her lunch because she's working alone on that day and she got no time to go out for lunch. I bought her 2pcs of egg tart, pan mee and a bottle of 100plus. After handing the food to her, i went away to TS with my bro. She thanked me in her message and i was so happy to have the chance to see her.

11th Dec 08` - my happiest birthday in 18 years. I was blessed with her acceptance on going for a deeper relationship with me. We spent our first outing on a 13th Dec, going to KLCC PC fair, walk around at Petaling Street looking for some comics(She loves reading horror books). Although it's not a wonderful outing like the usual couples had, but i'm satisfied spending time going around with her. Happy moment always fly fast.

Our Love lasted less than a month. Is it because i'm not good enough in loving her? I spent every single day thinking bout her even after we break up. In the month that we spent together, she comes up with the idea of being back a normal friend we used to be. I agreed because i don't want her to suffer the pressure given by her family. Her family don't really like her coupling because she used to hurt herself punching the wall for the last 3 times she break up with her Ex. But everytime after we break, we comes back together holding each others hand. We just don't feel like giving up the relationship.

On 7th of Jan 09` , the very last time she suggested being back a friend. This time i agreed and i told myself to let go, i don't want her to be unhappy anymore. Ya, i did. I misses her every single day, but i just keep it to myself. After sometime, messages from her is getting lesser. She's turning into a different person. She's treating me even colder than the days we first know each other. I'm being very unhappy everyday, but i just keep it to myself. I don't feel like letting others know i'm being emo.

Am i being wrong for loving her? For a few times i messaged her telling her how unhappy i am for the way she treated me. But in return, i gets more disappointment from her. She have the idea of protecting herself but did she care if i'm being hurt by her action? I think i'm just being too stupid. I had enough of it. I'm giving up on her.

I'm hoping you to be happy everyday. For now, i just wanted to be a true friend who u'll still find when you are unhappy, Linda.

Solitario's Life

Concluding Diploma~

Answer~

When u think it is~

Final~

Problems~

Words~

Update~

Learn~

Life~

Prejudice.

Decision.

Insanity~

Gratitude~

Foundation~

Birthday Present~

Birthday~

Endless Love?~

Journey~

Lost~

好想為你哭~

War~

Tired. Really tired.

Facts~

Broga Hill~

S.M.I.L.E

1 Malaysia.

Story~

Decision~

Think~

Empty.

Feeling~

Ending~

Stressed~

Results~

Randomness~

The Reason WHY~

Genting Trip~

SINGLE in heart and mind~

Promises~

Tiu Ga~

Tagged by Emily = =

Poker King~

Steamboat at Kepong~

Specially Dedicated to JEFF~

Results~

English Language A-Hubungan Etnik BMathematics I AEngineering Science I A-AutoCAD + Drafting AWorkshop Technology B-

2nd week of 2nd Semester in TarC~

Apologize~

Guilty or Natural? ~

Work~

Going Home~

Randomness~

Boring~

Lazy~

Tired~

Acad Assignment~

Sick~

Put Ur Hands Up~

ABCDEFG~

Blood Donation~

Walking Pass Memories~

Religious Day~

Should i or not?~

Yam Cha Session~

Stupidity Kills You~

Creativity Strikes Imposibilities~

Assignments & Tests~

Childhood Memory~

Influenza A (H1N1)

Tired N Sleepy~

Randomness~

Tag XD ... Do this wehh~

When U Get Old~

Eye Pain View~

June D Month Of Gemini~

Ice-Breaking Ceremony~

Story of Chinese Dumpling~

Dinner Night~

2nd Day~ Yet A Better Day XD

English Language A-
Hubungan Etnik B
Mathematics I A
Engineering Science I A-
AutoCAD + Drafting A
Workshop Technology B-