Concluding Diploma~

A journey of 2 years and 3 months has just ended. Time just flew too fast, i still remembering the first week i joined DME1, those moments i spent with these comrade of mine, Kepong steamboat, Desa Park City, Roy's farewell, Genting Trip, First trip to Kenzo steel manufacturer, 2nd trip to Tan Chong motor. I still remember clearly how much fun we all had during the past 2 years. Hopefully the fun time will follow us through advanced diploma!

Among all the brothers of DME, one of them was a total bastard and had made stories to trick me many times. JEFF ONG CHUN TZE, the penang kia that has a wicked mind. Still remember how crazy we were in our 2nd, 3rd and 4th semester, every weekend just run here and there to earn money. Thanks to this bastard, i had my chance to gain so much experience. Learnt a lot about doing sales and how cunning a company can be when it comes to benefits. 2 years past and this little bastard brother gonna leave Malaysia and continue his studies at Manchester. Anyway, all the best to u in ur future! No more chance to co-operate with u edy in exam~ So u better be more hard working!!!

7 semesters passed and i know i could give it a nice closing. Results was still satisfying for me, even though it's not the best i could score but i'm happy enough with it as i know how GOOD boy i have been in college. With the amount of days i've been skipping and being late to class, i do feel blessed. Not sure if i could do better for my advanced diploma but i promise myself i will score better grades compared to diploma!! Here we go again for advanced journey!! Gambateh!!

Answer~

Had a very very weird dream last night. Woke up, stunned with a question in my mind. This time both brain and heart agreed and gave me an answer that satisfied my question. 'It will never happen and if it happens again, i confirm it will never last.'



It was all blur images, all i remember was a dark classroom filled with students. They were all still, focused on their homework. I was sitting at the middle seat, doing homework and she appeared. Start running around the class, i got distracted and left my table, walked to the back of the class with her. Getting further and further from the crowd of students. Sit down at the back of class and flowers started growing as we holding each other. Suddenly she ran out of the class, i searched for 2 round and found her hiding at a corner. 1 question popped up as i walked close to her. "If this is fate, is this all i wanted? is she the 1 i wanted?" I stopped, didn't walk any closer.

I'm now clear with what was actually in my mind and heart. If she is really the one i wanted, why did i stopped? Why did the question strike my brain? I shouldn't neglect my studies for this beautiful scene, it might be plain and dull surrounding when studying, but what i really wanted was the scene after passing through all these dull life. I'm very sure by now, we will never have a third time, each of us deserves a better life. If this is the reason i first left, this will be my last reason why i left.

When u think it is~

Sometimes when u think it's the only thing u need,
It might as well just another thing u want.

Time can be so short, u might think that's the end.
Life can be so long, it might as well be another beginning.

Everything can be interpreted in 2 ways. It's our choice to make it sounds miserable or acceptable. Isn't it? Why don't choose a more optimistic way to think about the situations? Everything can sounds so much better if u could convince urself to think at the bright side.

Final~

My final exam will start on this coming Thursday. I need my studying mood. BADLY. Must score well this semester. At least 2 A's and 3 B's for this semester so that my grade will not drop even lower. Sigh~ Other than the first paper, i can feel the 'dying' signal from the other papers. How to fit all those notes into my brain in few days? MATHS~ How to master u in 2 days? Arghhhh!! HELP!!!

I think my notes got this thick lor~ DIE hard hard a!

Problems~

Went back office yesterday. I thought it'll be a short day as i knew there's not much for me to do. I'll just have to solve the last problem i had with the long cable and everything will be done. Sometime things just not as simple as we thought it would be, I've spent 1 whole day sitting there to fix the damn cable. Learnt something quite true today, it might be easy to understand but never look down upon it.

It takes me some good time, sitting down thinking on how to solve it. Troubleshooting the problems 1 by 1. I never knew i can be so patience in solving problems but only 1 thing i know. I'm not being patience with it, i'm just being confident in myself. I know I've started this project and i must at least end it nicely. Isn't it?

At last, I've solved all those problems and it's already 7.30pm. A late n rainy afternoon. Glad that my colleague gave me a ride back home, else i need to take bus and enjoy the journey under the rain all alone. Sounded pity right? but i seriously enjoy the time when i sit down alone feeling the breeze of the rain.

Believe in yourself, not in miracle. If you have faith, you are the miracle that you have been waiting for. There must be a way to all kind of problems. The greatest success in life is not for what you have succeeded but for what you have done to mark another success in your life.

Words~

People said, "it's not the words but the way of telling is what makes the difference". I agree, but only partially. I believe that words can convince and in fact changes other's point of view. Remember, i agree only up to this point. We can change others with words but what in us will never change if action is not taken. Success are for those who do preparation.

I've been seeing many people posting up those famous quotes (警句) in facebook. It sounded like they are very thoughtful and intelligent. But, when we see what they did were vice versa with what they said, it proves everything. They aren't any better or smarter than the rest. Let's wait and see.

Update~

I've got no idea what to write about in this post. I'm like updating my blog for the sake of updating it. Final exam is around the corner. Real near, less than 2 weeks time. Everyone is so busy doing their revision and i'm still floating. Hopefully i'm floating just because i'm being confident. It's real hard to understand me. Even me myself don't understand my emotion. What else can i say? God Bless me? LOL. Gonna graduate real soon and start my final 2 years of studying life. I know where am i and i know i can do it. Future engineer said 'YES' for this coming exam and i know i'll be where i planned to put my foot on.